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My Dis-Ability and Me

I am in a relationship . . . I live with my dis-ability and me To look you would not guess It is a secret I keep very well When I told my boyfriend, Henri He could not get away fast enough And why not, a handsome guy like him With a blind girl, that is too much So he left me and ran away And I am doing just fine, Henri But there are some problems I can no longer read small print On bottles, cans and containers My friends are so protective Thanks to friends who help me And I also cannot go out at night Unless someone is there to guide me Because all I see at night are shadows I use a magnifying glass to read I zoom my computer and television One evening I forgot to turn on the lights But I did not realize the difference (really) I will never move anything out of place Oh often I have misplaced my glasses At dance class I stay close up front So I can see the instructor . . . I can still write my poetry thankfully And when I cannot friends will help For the words are in my mind And that will never ever change I am memorizing things like trees Skies, flowers, sunrises, sunsets And waves crashing, rain, snow My friends faces and my cats too There is no surgery to help me No magic pill to make it better So this is it- this is my destiny I suppose Not the one I planned but one given . . . I ask God why but there is silence So I will make the best of it ___________________________ October 16, 2016 Free Verse For the contest, In A Relationship With A Dis-Abled Person Sponsor, W. Thomas Markham First Place

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Date: 12/7/2016 12:43:00 PM
Well, I don't know if this is fictional work or really your life but if it is maybe there will be a cure or treatment soon..Just because there isn't now doesn't mean that it is not possible in the future..Good that you have friends and loved ones who can help..Congrats on your win..Sara
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Date: 12/4/2016 2:39:00 AM
Congratulations on the win and on coping as well (I suppose and take from your poems) as you do. This is a very moving and honest poem. Thank you for sharing. Kai
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Date: 12/4/2016 12:22:00 AM
Many congrats on your top spot Constance - I know first hand with mum the issues of losing your sight - a very moving poem my friend :-) hugs Jan xx
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Date: 12/3/2016 2:46:00 PM
Wonderful tale, Broken Wings, great job . I couldn't think of anything to write maybe because I worked so many years with handicap children....congratulations on your win Hugs eve
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Date: 12/3/2016 11:53:00 AM
That is a hard thing. I am glad you can still read and write your poetry. And I hope you always will be able to. Congratulations!
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Date: 12/3/2016 11:27:00 AM
Broken Wings, I was very moved by your poem. Hang in there and to h with Henri. There will be someone else, just for you. I must say that in terms of your poetry writing you do very well. Congratulations on your top win.
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Date: 10/19/2016 3:09:00 PM
Henri is an idiot. You are well rid of anyone who does not appreciate you for yourself. Whether a person loses one of their senses or is disfigured in some way does not in any way stop them being the same person, only with a little more experience which is always for the betterment.
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Date: 10/18/2016 6:33:00 PM
You see in he ways that are most important. A well expressed write Constance.
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Date: 10/17/2016 7:20:00 PM
My heart is as your heart, BW. A beautifully honest poem. Full of strength and self-awareness. I believe that our infirmities are placed upon us because God has given us the strength to bear them. To be shining examples for others to see how a person maintains their integrity and faith irregardless of the circumstances of life. You are our light, BW. I thank God for knowing you. Stay blessed. Stay strong, sister. Much love from the RW (Romantic Warrior.0
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Date: 10/17/2016 4:35:00 PM
It made me cried. And it's beautifully worded.
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Date: 10/17/2016 8:50:00 AM
Well penned BW. Best wishes for the contest. A7...........//hugs
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Date: 10/17/2016 7:48:00 AM
Excellent. Beautifully written. Well done. Thanks for sharing it.
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Date: 10/17/2016 6:24:00 AM
heartfelt write, my friend - I just pray your sight will not leave you xx
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Date: 10/16/2016 11:40:00 PM
Jeff Healey the blues guitarist was blind, his first album was, can you see the light shining in my eyes. Brilliant guitarist, like this poem... well done Broken Wings. /|\
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