Mistaken

Love, do i ever know you? have we ever met? When can i take a hold the real you? Am i too ugly or too faceless? Am i too bad or too unworthy? I have loved before.... Why didn't i learn? why didn't i change? Why i had given so much? And now that you have left... Hurt; pain and tears all i have... Love, you are so attractive... I soak into your temptation and lures... I set my feet without halt... Love, i'm so brave take the risk... Don't you know, i haven't been long sick? Why you ever landed? why did i ignore all signs and symptoms? When you plan to leave in the end? You had me fooled and blinded.. But was it you love? L-O-V-E? Is it really you, love? Or am i mistaken? It is rejection... It is losing someone.. it is loneliness.. it is showing love less.. it is wrong reciprocity.. Correct me love please.. Lift me up from this awful damnation.. Take me out from this tangled jeopardy.. I don't want stay in this.. Love, help me please? Channel me to what and where you really are....