Lost Impromptu

LOST IMPROMPTU I know I vowed to stay loyal to you Father I vowed to work for the good of your kingdom I know I made promises and even promised to keep those promises but now I find myself breaking my promises to you It happens so fast like an Olympic athlete breaking world records My name is a pool of manure in your book of records ,its dirty My works are a mirror which mirrors the corruption of my eerie mind which loves to err If sin had a syllabus I'd be studying for professor right now Right now I am a vehicle with the Devil at the steering wheel If you ask me what the drive to what I'm doing is, I don't even know And my mind doesn't even know what embarrassing thing I am going to do next If my guardian angel is still with me then he deserves a merit award Lucifer has me off limits ,I am living off guard Off late I haven't been pleased with how I am playing the cards but I cannot stop I cannot stop dancing to this song, I know the devil is the Dj but my body muscles are revolting against me I have no control over me I am like a puppet at a circus I cannot stop And yes Father ,sometimes I hear what seems to be your call but then I cannot clearly hear it over the sound of me making love to the world Sometimes I want to talk to you but Lucifer calls me to his office there and then He is bossy I'm the one at loss Father I don't how much time I have between now and until the devil colonises my mind again But please rescue my soul I'm Done Living In Death!