Living With Long Covid After 19

How melancholy I yawn then sigh When recalling who I was 2 year's ago just before Covid-19 struck I was doing alright getting bye ok But fast forward currently to today and I now feel completely different As luckily enough for me though I have not nor a close family member suffered any ill effects had to be hospitalized or far worse die What I got instead is a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach and hole in my heart that I fear may just be terminal It's almost as if the world I thought and have come to know throughout this time has slowly ebbed the joy most certainly has its in my rear view mirror now And with it taken any hope a vaccine or cure will be found in order to save my fragile sanity from shattering So i find myself asking who can and does a Jester call when they themselves are feeling down and in need of cheering up And also at this moment I find myself contemplating not quite sure if and where redemption resides But if it can't rain all the time Better get busy living or busy dying Said the Crow to the raindrop splitting hairs on the Reapers scythe What's kept you For I have been long expecting you Can't you see I have already packed all of my baggage Into the bin-bag's under my eyes I am in this for the long haul