Keeping Him Company

Clumsy feet transporting a barren shell,
She cannot lift her mournful eyes, she fears
her anguish will project, and she'll crack.
Barely visible behind her veil of grief
her lips twitch soundlessly, a private prayer
for serenity, or sanity? 
For the security she cannot provide.
Her job, done, before even begun.
Her arms, they ache, they only support herself,
Holding herself in, the only thing protecting
her heart and soul from disgorging, cascading.
Still, she makes no sound, no motion,
No notion she can even feel at all, not now, not then.
She won't ever sleep again, void of horrors,
A recurring incubus to remind her of her unaccomplishment.
She rouses from her mental block, and listens to the thud
of dirt, upon buff, waxed wood, barely six foot below.
The same clumsy feet, transporting this barren shell
shuffles from the mausoleum, impoverished, arid.
A symbolic cross, her only trophy after nine long months.
Cemetery scents instead of talc and purity.
An abundance of unanswered inquisitions, what if? Why me?
But God chooses only the most special of angels for company.


26 Aug 2011
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Ramsdale Avatar
September 3, 2011 at 4:00 AM
A Fourth Place Win Congratulations. CR
Puddifoot Avatar
August 31, 2011 at 5:31 PM
congrats on your win in the contest, this is so well written, great attention to detail and the words chosen are full of impact...
Alpestris Avatar
August 31, 2011 at 10:16 AM
Another tragic, beautiful piece. Congratulations, Jodie.
Gorelick Avatar
August 31, 2011 at 9:17 AM
Great work...congrats on your win. BG
Sweetheart Avatar
August 30, 2011 at 11:43 PM
Congrats Jodie on another great win with another exceptional piece of poetry luv...
Brown Avatar
August 30, 2011 at 6:09 PM
Congratulations on your placement in Nikko's "Gut Me" contest Jodie. Love, Carol
K. Avatar
August 30, 2011 at 5:50 PM
This totally moved me, Jodie . You sure put in here so many heartfelt and creative lines and you’ve set the somber mood and expressed that loss of a child here so well, that even if I am not a mother, I couldn’t help but feel like I was that person. A very stirring and effective write that just had my heart break for you. And that last line just tied this so well, giving some sense of closure for that precious loss… Thanks for entering this and super congrats on your win for this very sad yet beautiful piece ^_^!
La France Avatar
August 26, 2011 at 4:05 PM
So sadly beautiful, Jodie, I really felt the emotions in each line and thanks so much for your ever support of me and my prose~~
Brown Avatar
August 26, 2011 at 2:31 PM
I have enjoyed reading your wonderful poetry today Jodie. I love poetry that is written from the heart as I believe that is where the best poetry comes from. I wish you a wonderful weekend filled with Love, Good Health and loads of Inspiration. Love, Carol
Mehta Avatar
August 26, 2011 at 1:45 PM
Nice devotional and thoughtful write, Jodie
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