Junk

In my life, I felt discarded.
Like I was of no value nor use.
I was merely unwanted trash.
Due to many years of mental, 
sexual, and physical abuse.
My weary soul was trampled on.
I felt like I was nothing at all.
To put it frankly, I felt like junk,
that nobody in the world wanted.
For the most part, I overcame 
feeling like that, but that part
of me will always be a part of me.
I will never forget that feeling of
nothingness. And I am forever 
grateful for where I am now. I
know now that I'm of importance
and value and not a piece of junk.







9/11/2021
Contest: “J” New Or Old
Sponsor: Constance La France
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Proxenos Avatar
September 16, 2021 at 9:40 AM
Junk - how far from the truth this is, glad you have overcome this feeling and absolutely so not applicable word - you are a top class poetess friend and human being whom we all love and admire but congratulations for your win and thank-you for realizing your intense worth. Hugs and blessings Jennifer
La France Avatar
September 15, 2021 at 6:09 AM
Alexis, excellent, so emotional and congratulations on your win in my "I" contest with this beautifully penned poem, well done ~ love and serenity _Constance
Alex Avatar
September 13, 2021 at 8:10 PM
"I will never forget that feeling of nothingness." Beautifully Written. Congratulations!
Goldsmith Avatar
September 13, 2021 at 9:52 AM
WOW!!! Congratulations on your win. What a wonderful yet sad story/write about how people hurt people. Nail that old door closed. Know you are a child of God and heavenly made. Have a great/blessed day..............
May Avatar
September 13, 2021 at 5:08 AM
It can be hard to overcome such things, glad you have risen above it to become the gem you are, Congrats on your win Alexis..
Rodrigues Avatar
September 13, 2021 at 3:28 AM
Aww, Alexis…you are fearfully and wonderfully made. We do look back sometimes, but upward and forward is best. Congratulations!
Seeker Avatar
September 12, 2021 at 7:58 PM
The Phoenix rises, resurrected, immortal, indestructible! Bravo! Congrats on your win, Alexis
Ball Avatar
September 12, 2021 at 4:27 PM
It took me a long time to realize that I am a work of The Master's hands and of great beauty and value. God does not make junk and He made you. Quite often I write about a family closeness that I never had myself but read about in books. I dealt with verbal abuse from my mom and sister. Pretty much ignored and made to feel stupid so I can identify. But God took the time to create you and me. We are of great value and deserving of respect. God Bless my friend. JB
Evans Avatar
September 12, 2021 at 1:37 PM
Congratulations, Alexis. More so for not feeling "junk" anymore. That is a lot of work, embracing and accepting what happened is not your fault and forgiving and coming out of that negativism or feeling nothingness. You are beautiful inside and out. I am proud of you. Have a Blessed Sunday.
Dietrich Avatar
September 11, 2021 at 4:58 PM
So sad that you ever had to feel this way and I'm glad you are over it. Try not to even hang on to any part of it. YOU are amazing, Alexis!!! (love this poem)
Kendrick Avatar
September 11, 2021 at 9:54 AM
Yes, you are an awesome spiritual being of magnificent worth as a person. Truly loved of God. I enjoyed reading your work in this one. Thanks for the visit to my page. This one reads like a good contender for the contest to me. Way to go. Sara
Hankins Avatar
September 11, 2021 at 9:29 AM
No, you are not, Alexis. You really never were. I am so saddened by those experiences which damaged your self-esteem and self-worth. You are wonderfully made and you are wonderful! I am so glad you are here on Soup. You have many friends, and you are loved!
Scragg Avatar
September 11, 2021 at 7:26 AM
What awful experiences! Never listen to that inner voice or to anyone who calls you junk. You're not! You are precious and valued member of poetry soup. Your works are inspiring to all of us. Warm wishes. :-)
Sands Avatar
September 11, 2021 at 6:50 AM
I hear the words of a strong survivor. Well done Alexis :)
Pandit Avatar
September 11, 2021 at 6:48 AM
Many can relate to the voice of your poem, Alexis. Your upbeat message towards the end is full of inspiration.
Mcintosh Avatar
September 11, 2021 at 6:27 AM
I'm glad you know you're worth more than anyone could imagine... You're worth dying for to the Lord! God bless you always, sweet friend. Love, Gina
Cunningham Avatar
September 11, 2021 at 6:00 AM
Never think like that Alexis, I know it must be hard to forget the past but leave it there where it belongs, in the past. And yes you are important and a wonderful human being. Never forget that. Enjoy your weekend Tom
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September 11, 2021 at 5:26 AM
I'm so happy that you are in a much better place Alexis! sharing your soul indeed will help and encourage others! I can relate and I know that those feelings linger somewhere inside always but can be overcome once recognized!! Well done !!
Buhagiar Avatar
September 11, 2021 at 5:20 AM
You never were junk. Get rid of that idea. Hugs.
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