Journey Not Taken

(I hold three magic rocks in my hand
Rolling them over and over and over
Leaving this reality far, far behind
I dream Daddy's dream, over and over and over.)

My daddy talked about her.
He said she was a saint,
the little grandmama 
I never knew.
She lived to eighty-seven
with never a complaint
that any of her dreams
had not come true.

She lived alone in tiny house,
on widow's meager pension,
through Grandpa,
veteran of the Civil War.
If not sufficient for her needs,
I never heard a mention.
She was, I'm told too proud
to ask for more.

Indiana to Dakota,
must have seemed a dreadful ways
in those years 
a long, long trip by train.
She saw her son just two more times
in those hard scrabble days,
though I know how hard
he tried to go again.

She knew grandchildren by our pictures
and there were few of those.
I know she must  have longed
to see us all.
Our daddy often told us,
"We'll see how the wheat crop grows.
If good crop we'll go see Grandma
in the fall."

But the good crops didn't happen
and she died in 'twenty-eight'.
My grandma is a picture 
on the wall.
Long black dress and little prayer cap
so modestly sedate,
her only weather garment 
was a shawl.

Grandma didn't have much money
but she lived a sinless life.
At least that's what my
dear old daddy said.
He wanted so to show her
his dear children and his wife,
but he never got enough
to get ahead.

When the good crops came
Our dear grandma was dead.



won 4th place
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November 30, 2013 at 11:46 AM
Hi Joyce, hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving day... CONGRATULATIONS:) on having your poem featured on the soups HOME PAGE. Have fun and take care during the new seasons Holidays.. Always <3 =LINDA
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November 24, 2013 at 8:44 PM
Such a dear story..congrats on being featured. Bg
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December 4, 2009 at 10:39 AM
Weighty moral ... pensive tone, melodic and rich with imageries ... it makes me feel, as a good poem must do. God bless you, noble one. You are now a favorite of mine
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November 25, 2009 at 11:00 AM
Congratulations Joyce on your win in Constance's excellent contest >> James,x
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November 23, 2009 at 11:27 AM
This actually brought tears to my eyes. What a wonderful tribute to your father and to your grandmother. Congratulations on you rwell deserved win, Joyce.
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November 23, 2009 at 7:39 AM
Congratulations, Joyce, on this beautiful winning poem! ~ Well done, tender and sweet! Love, Carrie
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November 22, 2009 at 9:04 PM
Congratulations, Joyce, on your winning poem in the contest.. honored to share the same stage with such a wonderful poet ... thankxxx for your comments on my poetry today.. much appreciated... luv... Linda-Marie, P.E.P.S. "Sweetheart"
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November 16, 2009 at 1:19 PM
Joyce, this is a sweet dedication to your grandmother...one I'm sure that would touch your father. My grandmother was the rock in our family, and this makes me think of her. Best of luck in the contest with this one! Hugs, Donna
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November 15, 2009 at 3:48 AM
Times were really hard in those days. My mother's father died and my grandmother was left with 5 children to rear. She never remarried and always dressed in black. So I could plainly see this one. Thanks for the comments on my work. Keep writing. Sara
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November 15, 2009 at 12:25 AM
Than you for your welcome comments today Joyce.My contest calls for a letter in rhyme form not more than 10 lines in length on any theme.Thank you for your interest in my endeavours.Rgds Brian
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