I'Ll Be Fine

Looking out my window with a mist in my eye Pondering life and days that have gone by Dreams I've imagined quickly have passed Of life and of love that just wouldn't last Seeking answers to question Wondering why Begging of God Swallowing my pride Life as I knew it Gone in a blink of an eye Feelings of hatred, For I was the fool My only crime, Giving my heart up to you Telling of friends I was just fine When really I was crying and dying inside I fought You and couldn't to talk to You For was this my life plan? My Lord You abandoned me I was no longer the same man They say time heals all wounds But who are those of who they speak The hurt's always there But after time it does get more weak Expressing emotions eases a full mind But my heart still was dying one beat at a time I'll be fine I kept saying Living life one moment at a time Forgetting the bad times only focusing on good Praying again knowing You'll pull me through Listening to others, helping them too Seeing in their faces the love that's in You Times would get better, my spirits would lift Not looking for anything, but You gave me a gift Her heart became my pillow As I lay upon her soul The stars became our playground Living a love song Enjoying her beauty abound The window before me once was shut tight Now it's wide open As the wind blows in gently tonight