From My Diary: Introspection

Two words,” Hey Handsome”,
    occasionally thrown my way.
Something I could never feel or believe.
Could it be that someone actually found me attractive
     or perhaps that I really was?
Why was it so important to me?

How did I come to believe that my self worth
     was measured only by appearance?

Still, I longed for beauty.

“Hey Handsome”, I’d hear.
But all I could see were lips that were too big
     and ears that were uneven
     or a chin that was too weak.

 I looked in the mirror today:
“Hey Handsome” I said to myself.
      Not sure if I believed it.

But I can say that I like myself
     and I’ve learned a bit more
     about what really counts.
So the next time, I hear
    “Hey Handsome”, 
             I’ll just say, “Thank You”




11/2/17
For Contest: From My Diary 
Sponsor: Broken Wings
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Pigeon Tart Avatar
November 14, 2017 at 10:26 PM
Congratulations Mike, an honest and touching pen, appreciated. xomo
Gentile Avatar
November 15, 2017 at 8:55 AM
Thanks so much, Maureen!!
La France Avatar
November 8, 2017 at 12:27 PM
Mike, congratulations on your win in my contest, a very nice write handsome !
Gentile Avatar
November 12, 2017 at 2:39 PM
Thanks so much!!!!
Lamoureux Avatar
November 8, 2017 at 8:03 AM
I had an old girlfriend teach me to accept a compliment. Like you I never felt worthy of the compliment and felt uncomoratable receiving it. This piece is spot on and a worthy winner. I truly enjoyed reading it.
Gentile Avatar
November 8, 2017 at 8:22 AM
Thank you so much Richard, I know I am not the only one to feel this way but it is still comforting to hear that I am not alone.
One Avatar
November 3, 2017 at 11:25 AM
Yes, insecurity is in all of us, the most important thing is not to let it take over.. You write very deep poems Mike, it is always great to express yourself, sometimes it helps...
One Avatar
November 3, 2017 at 7:58 AM
I get hey handsome, all the time lol.. Puts me off, I'm a man but I want a woman to see deep into my soul... Although I am married and happy lol.. It is important to love oneself, before we can love others.. or sometimes by loving others, we learn to love oneself... Also important no to be vain..
Gentile Avatar
November 3, 2017 at 8:42 AM
I think there is a line between vanity and insecurity which is sometimes difficult to see. I definitely agree...
De Beaulieu Avatar
November 2, 2017 at 5:54 PM
Now you got it right. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. is what i believe. Have a nice evening my friend. xxx-ooo to.
Gentile Avatar
November 3, 2017 at 8:42 AM
I agree Darlene, happy Friday!!xxoo
Gauthier Avatar
November 2, 2017 at 1:41 PM
So fortunate to be handsome both on the outside, but more importantly on the inside. As you know, one is luck the other is earned. Bravo.
Gentile Avatar
November 2, 2017 at 2:29 PM
I sure agree, Thanks Much, Line xxoo
Sands Avatar
November 2, 2017 at 9:58 AM
Good points in your poem Mike. There are many who are focused on appearance, when it is who we are inside that matters most. Well done :)
Gentile Avatar
November 2, 2017 at 10:00 AM
Thanks Heidi xxoo
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