Fill Me Up

Fill me up I'm a half empty cup A hole the size of a puzzle Is missing from my heart This missing piece causes me grief No matter how I try to shake it At times you will find me sad for no reason Sometimes I take a look back at my life No amount of back tracking can heal The scratch There's no bandaid to protect it either So the harsh wind blows My insecurities continue to flow As people let loose their opinions Digging their nails into my wounds My glass is leaking Drop by drop I feel more empty When will it just stop When will I feel full again Full like I use to No one can make amends There's no church sermon That I can absorb to fix this gap There's just me Living my life Happily as one can be Happily empty Just know when I get quiet all of a sudden It's because i'm thinking about this hole This empty empty part of me That no one else seems to know about But it's there and i'm not full I'm thirsty and hungry and most of all just lonley