Enigmatic Conflict




When two bodies merged
                 with the miracle of the breath of life, a brand new flesh being began to grow
                           in the fertile soil of my womb. 

Never had I felt closer to Mother Earth
                                                and the Creator. 

I was as the field of wildflowers, 
the fresh green gardens,
 the reaching stalks of corn and wheat, nourished by the Mother and Father,
 just as my child was being sustained, 
gaining strength and vitality from my body. 

What a miraculous event…
                 when ripened flesh gives way                          
 to the gush and flow 
                    of the river of life! 

One gains the knowledge and meaning
 of pain and joy…in equal measure. 

It is a tearing, 
a body turning inside out, 
revealing the wet, pink of fleshy organs,
 the stark white and splinter of bones.
 
Your very heart 
walking around outside of your body…
 …soft, pulsing, vulnerable…
wide open to the elements.
             Feeling every cool Summer breeze 
and bite of Autumn wind. 
                                   Every drop of kind Spring rain 
and terror of the Winter freeze.
Every sweet caress 
                               and degrading slap.

Oh lovely burden! 
Oh heartbreaking love! 
The best-worst thing that ever 
happened to me…

…The enigmatic conflict that is 
                                                 parenthood.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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Rodgers Avatar
August 20, 2024 at 9:42 AM
Dear Crystol, Wow, you speak for all parents and the beauty of Life and the joy that brings. I have three granddaughters now and I am just filled with joy and now I have your poem to go with it! - Blessings, My Dear Friend, Daniel
Woods Avatar
August 20, 2024 at 2:40 PM
To be honest the joys of parenthood do out weigh the pains... and I'm so excited to begin our journey into grandparenthood!! It'll be a few years yet but ,God willing, it will happen! I'm sure you are wonderful grandparents Daniel! Thank you for reading my poem and sharing your thoughts! Xo
Bayles Avatar
August 20, 2024 at 8:37 AM
Very descriptive and a wonderful poem about giving birth.
Woods Avatar
August 20, 2024 at 2:37 PM
Well I appreciate that so much, thank you Mike! Xo
Cunningham Avatar
August 19, 2024 at 11:39 PM
They bring so much joy and the pain soon gives way to happiness. The wonders of creation never ceases to amaze me.. Tom
Woods Avatar
August 20, 2024 at 2:37 PM
It is a wonder, awe inspiring for sure. Ty for stopping in to read this and tell me your opinion! Means so much to me! Xo
Bianco Avatar
August 19, 2024 at 5:08 PM
Brilliant piece Crystol God bless Anthony
Woods Avatar
August 20, 2024 at 2:36 PM
Tysm Anthony! I'm grateful you stopped by to share your thoughts about my poem. Xo
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