As You Fall 2022 Rewrite

You were 
A pointless 
Lover 

Someone who got 
Used to 
Being behind bars 

You tried to get in 
My door 
I should’ve locked it 

But my mind 
Was scratching 
At your flaws 

I thought 
You were 
Safe 

Your smile 
Locked me in 
And I forgot why 

Why you were
Behind bars 
For all these years 

You walked in my door 
Your “hello” 
barely sent 

My heart was dying 
Trying to live 
In your world which is so broken 

Made me forget 
How to to breathe 
Every time your lips touched mine 

My thoughts went numb 
Senses to break away 
Just wasn’t enough 

I swore to love you 
Like you swore 
Back to me 

I thought love was this 
For once 
It felt real 

I forgave your sins
Your busted lip 
The scars on your hands 

The blood that 
Punched 
The concrete 

From running 
With drugs 
Cigarettes destroying your lungs 

Swore to give them up 
For the high 
Of my gentle touch 

Thought you would’ve 
Stayed 
A long while 

But prison 
Is 
your wife 

I wish you two 
A life 
Of misery 

For tearing me apart 
When you were 
The one who sewed me back together 

My bones are yours 
Your kiss 
Delivered blood in my veins 

I came to see 
Your world 
Within my eyes 

Your father 
Was a drinker 
You believed in that same path 

You laughed 
At his lack 
Of feel 

No direction 
Of life 
In your head 

You’re stuck 
In this dirt 
Dug yourself so deep

When I 
Needed 
You the most 

I tried tying you 
To me
But you were never with me enough 

To get a taste 
Of beauty 
Or the life I lead 

But just sleep darling 
The walls 
Now surround you 

One window for you 
To look out 
And wonder 

Why your choices 
Tear apart the people 
Who meant the most to you 

Who would’ve fought 
The entire world 
Just to love you for eternity
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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