a little complicated

It’s a little complicated - what isn’t? But my plans have changed (again). Under some pressure - but not really - I was able to switch schools. From Johns Hopkins university to the Université Paris Cité. No doubt, the Hopkins acceptance helped. It’s like when you have a boyfriend - how the other boys suddenly find you more attractive? Someone said, “Well, No more early jogs in Baltimore.” As in danger-city. That was a tumbler for me - I started checking and, yeah, Baltimore is very.. Baltimore-ish. And then my little mind started grinding. ‘If I’m already switching schools and since Peter (my bf) is still ‘stuck’ in Geneva.. Isn’t Paris closer? TRIGGER WARNING So, here’s where the 'nepo baby' magic happens. I called my Grandmère. ring.ring “Umm, I’m thinking the Université Paris Cité might be better than Baltimore.. Is that CrAzY?” After a moment's silence, she said, “Can you forward me your Hopkins acceptance letter?” And thirty minutes later (9pm Paris time, mind you), I got a call from Université Paris Cité admissions. I’m in. It starts September 1st. Then François, one of my Grandmère’s corporate minions called - cause I’m moving - again. He said. "Johns Hopkins appreciated the quick notice. The movers will be there, for you and Charles @ 9am tomorrow morning. Your flight (to Paris) leaves @ 9:22pm tomorrow night.. Your TSA PreChecks, and Global Entry passes are complete. I mailed you your flight passes and "Imagine'R" (unlimited Paris travel) cards A car will be waiting when you arrive.” François doesn't mess around. I looked at my watch, it was 2:45 in the afternoon. 'Damn', I thought, 'I need to tell Charles we're moving to Paris tomorrow.' Yes, I exist in a charmed circle - if you discount the contentiousness of the choice - my Mom’s now mad at me and my sister’s not too happy - I’m totes charmed. Of course, the Hopkins acceptance (and the full-ride scholarship I declined) will now pass on to another lucky student. Sometimes what you want is lurking in the shadows just out of reach - do you dare disclose it - risk exposing it, when some might oppose it? The bible says “Ask and you shall receive.” In real life, that may require more than belief, if your secret wishes, you are to achieve. . . Songs for this: Give Paris One More Chance by Jonathan Richman & The Modern Lovers The Paris Match (feat. Tracey Thorn) by The Style Council Nostalgie Du Voyage by Tape Five . *I was offered full-ride scholarships to Yale, Harvard and Johns Hopkins but I never accept their money - I don’t want it - let someone get it who needs it.