Alone
Alone
No one knows my struggle
Know the pain I go through everyday
They believe I’m happy
Because of the fake smile portrayed on my face
My heart still feels the same
It’s harden by this cruel place we call world
A place that treats you like
Your nothing worth
Looking on
A matter of face even spitting on
I’m on my bum sitting on
This chair looking at the computer screen
Where no one could hear my cry
Because no one can see.
I’m by myself
Trapped in depression
Shackled up with life’s most dreadful lesson
The subject of mis-understanding
A part of the course
Has suicidal planning
But that’s not were my plan is
You see let me face this world
With no help
I’ll make a way myself
I’ll design a path of success
Even if it’s not on my blueprint
If I was not destined to receive dreams
Then I’ll make up my own then
I’ll break the walls of impossible
And grab opportunity by the neck
Look it straight in the face
And demand some respect
Tell don’t’ ever neglect
A man who deserves every last ounce on it.
You see I have come to a realization
That no one wants me
And something keeps holding me back
Maybe it’s a higher power
I have faith for
Is what I lack
But now I decide to re track
My steps and my thinking
For my foundation of what I know
Is finally sinking
So I have to build it on solid rock
Where it could never fail me again
I came in this world with nothing
But I’ll be damned if I have nothing
In the end
So from now on whether I have a million or just one
By my side saying I’ll make it keeps pushing me to go
I’ll remember from my past experience
And realize that forever I’ll stand alone
bjorn c. Loblack
14th of december 2006
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Bjornloblack@hotmail.com
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