Alone

Alone No one knows my struggle Know the pain I go through everyday They believe I’m happy Because of the fake smile portrayed on my face My heart still feels the same It’s harden by this cruel place we call world A place that treats you like Your nothing worth Looking on A matter of face even spitting on I’m on my bum sitting on This chair looking at the computer screen Where no one could hear my cry Because no one can see. I’m by myself Trapped in depression Shackled up with life’s most dreadful lesson The subject of mis-understanding A part of the course Has suicidal planning But that’s not were my plan is You see let me face this world With no help I’ll make a way myself I’ll design a path of success Even if it’s not on my blueprint If I was not destined to receive dreams Then I’ll make up my own then I’ll break the walls of impossible And grab opportunity by the neck Look it straight in the face And demand some respect Tell don’t’ ever neglect A man who deserves every last ounce on it. You see I have come to a realization That no one wants me And something keeps holding me back Maybe it’s a higher power I have faith for Is what I lack But now I decide to re track My steps and my thinking For my foundation of what I know Is finally sinking So I have to build it on solid rock Where it could never fail me again I came in this world with nothing But I’ll be damned if I have nothing In the end So from now on whether I have a million or just one By my side saying I’ll make it keeps pushing me to go I’ll remember from my past experience And realize that forever I’ll stand alone bjorn c. Loblack 14th of december 2006 copy written bjorn loblack Bjornloblack@hotmail.com