Best Poems Written by Bjorn Loblack

Alone

Alone

No one knows my struggle 
Know the pain I go through everyday
They believe I’m happy 
Because of the fake smile portrayed on my face
My heart still feels the same 
It’s harden by this cruel place we call world
A place that treats you like 
Your nothing worth 
Looking on 
A matter of face even spitting on 
I’m on my bum sitting on 
This chair looking at the computer screen
Where no one could hear my cry 
Because no one can see.
I’m by myself 
Trapped in depression 
Shackled up with life’s most dreadful lesson 
The subject of mis-understanding 
A part of the course 
Has suicidal planning 
But that’s not were my plan is 
You see let me face this world 
With no help 
I’ll make a way myself 
I’ll design a path of success 
Even if it’s not on my blueprint 
If I was not destined to receive dreams 
Then I’ll make up my own then
I’ll break the walls of impossible 
And grab opportunity by the neck 
Look it straight in the face 
And demand some respect 
Tell don’t’ ever neglect 
A man who deserves every last ounce on it. 
You see I have come to a realization 
That no one wants me 
And something keeps holding me back
Maybe it’s a higher power 
I have faith for 
Is what I lack 
But now I decide to re track  
My steps and my thinking 
For my foundation of what I know 
Is finally sinking 
So I have to build it on solid rock 
Where it could never fail me again 
I came in this world with nothing 
But I’ll be damned if I have nothing 
In the end 
So from now on whether I have a million or just one 
By my side saying I’ll make it keeps pushing me to go 
I’ll remember from my past experience 
And realize that forever I’ll stand alone 

bjorn c. Loblack 
14th of december 2006
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