He Wanted Me To Be Happy
Love is hard,
Love is tough.
Its ups and downs,
Spin you around,
Like a never ending rollarcoster.
When it gets rough,
do you stick around or do you leave?
sometimes that even gets me.
I had this man for almost two years,
when all of the sudden,
I couldn't believe my ears...
I can't make you happy,
I see it in your eyes,
I can't stand to see you always ready to cry.
We should see other people.
This happened two times before,
Got me so sick I fell to the floor.
Keeled over, ready to hurl,
I then felt like a helpless little girl.
I kicked a hole in the wall,
Then went outside,
only to catch myself as I fall.
I threw a wine bottle,
It was for our next date,
And it shattered like my heart,
In a million and one pieces.
I called and called,
my two old friends,
but no answer.
Finally one called me back,
And I went to see him the next day.
He held me as I cried,
A part of me had died.
He brought me to a movie,
even dinner too.
After that,
I truely knew.
I can go on,
He will always be a part of me,
But now I knew he wasn't the one.
Maybe we will talk again soon...
until then...
I will have memories of a love,
that never will die,
And I will soon be able to see another guy...
Although he will always be my first true love,
I will move on.
Head held high,
Looking into the future,
Hoping to be as happy,
Or even happier with someone else.
He wanted me to be happy,
And if I cant be happy with him,
I shall be happy with someone else,
Keeping his last request,
Before he left me behind in distress.
Copyright © Renee' Axium | Year Posted 2006
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