Realization of a Lonely One
Nobody knows the grief in me
Nobody knows the misery I feel
Loneliness feels to be eternally destined for me
Where is that lady for me?
But I guess I’m being a bit over zealous cause I’m only 18
But being in love with
being in love
makes it difficult to wait patiently
but I haven’t truly waited cause
I’ve searched unthinkingly
So I guess it’s time to stop because
I’m looking where it seems not to exist and all just like and mistake infatuation
for love
It’s said you don’t appreciate what you have until it’s gone
So am I divinely appreciative of this because I’ve obviously yet to experience this
mental, emotional, physical, and most of all spiritual intimacy I so long for
Like an orphan for the love of their birth mother
Maybe it’s not a divinity personified appreciation
I think the saying is wrong
Or not so much wrong as it is incomplete
Yes it’s true when something is lost it is truly appreciated
But and seen so much and not experienced it is appreciated beyond means
So all that hear this pray
Cause if you’re going through what I’m going through you can only rely on God to
truly guide you
And please pray for me because I’m praying for you
Cause those of us who put ourselves in this land of loneliness need it
And I thank you Lord for giving me these words. Helping this lonely one to stop
searching for what is not meant to found but shall come to me when it is
suppose to
If it is suppose to
With saying this I am gaining the virtue of patience
Waiting for love to make its appointment with
Me
Copyright © Terrence Carter | Year Posted 2006
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