Change
How you going to start a new path if you keep going the same way,
How you going to change if you don't stick to what you say,
The addiction makes tell so many lies,
I cried on the inside everytime I looked in my mom's eyes,
I went down hill when my best mate and brother died,
For a year I pretended it wasnt true he was just busy I was brain fried,
A druggie a mess a coke head all this was true,
I had a good partner who didn't leave me and help me get through,
For all my wrong I'm so ashamed,
Wish I wasn't me and could be renamed,
After all the upset I coursed close ones sorry don't mean nothing,
I tried 12 times to end my life, I didn't like me I wasn't bluffing,
Now I'm trying be a good person it's never to late,
I can't wait till I stop staring in the mirror of hate.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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