Change

How you going to start a new path if you keep going the same way, How you going to change if you don't stick to what you say, The addiction makes tell so many lies, I cried on the inside everytime I looked in my mom's eyes, I went down hill when my best mate and brother died, For a year I pretended it wasnt true he was just busy I was brain fried, A druggie a mess a coke head all this was true, I had a good partner who didn't leave me and help me get through, For all my wrong I'm so ashamed, Wish I wasn't me and could be renamed, After all the upset I coursed close ones sorry don't mean nothing, I tried 12 times to end my life, I didn't like me I wasn't bluffing, Now I'm trying be a good person it's never to late, I can't wait till I stop staring in the mirror of hate. Your friend matty d :) xx