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Matthew Darby Poem
I'm so bored with this lock down there's nothing to do,
Bet everyone else feels like this to,
Thought I'd write a few words down and try to make them rhyme,
It's easy just think of something and jot it down one word at a time,
Paint the fence cut the grass fix the shed,
It's 2.30 I'm still chilling in my boxers in bed,
Was gonna put the tunes on learn a new dance,
Pissed me off reaching for the remote so that there's no chance,
I love my mind I've got the wildest imagination,
So I'm closing my eyes for a hour and going to a magic destination.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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Matthew Darby Poem
I keep running no where, I just keep on going and going,
I need it to stop it so much this is mind blowing,
Im running past close people there heart Ive cut,
I shouldn't have half I did wish I had kept my mouth shut,
I don't know which way to go there's so many paths,
Thought life meant to be chilled with loads of laughs,
Every path I choose I keep hitting a dead end,
Please help me stop messing up God and be my friend,
Wish I could go back and choose a different left or right turn,
Im full of so much pain and anger will I ever learn,
I can't keep running I need to stop,
It's dark I cant see anymore I've found my end it's off a cliff drop.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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Matthew Darby Poem
I'm getting deeper and deeper into a mental maze,
I can't cope no more pls make it end I'm counting the days,
Did my thoughts happen or not was they real,
My mind keeps tricking me, depression is all I feel,
Always wanted to be normal and happy settled with kids and wife,
The voices have made me 12 times try end my life,
I lost my best mate and brother I feel so alone,
He would put me right and listen to me moan,
Why did God take him he should have took me,
Everytime I close my eyes its my brother I see,
Wish i could wake up one day and think of just 1 thing at a time,
I'm working out tomorrow the day after and next week while I'm writing this rhyme,
I'm hurting people close even tho I ain't a bad person,
When I realise what I've said my feelings worsen,
It can't go on for ever its got to stop,
I'll try harder for you jase and get back on top.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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Matthew Darby Poem
I asked you for the truth you answered with lies,
Don't you feel anything as you watch my eyes crys,
Give me the truth and let me with it deal,
I'll forgive you anyway and I shall heal.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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Matthew Darby Poem
Whys it so hard to always make the right choices,
It's so easy to give in to all the evil voices,
My hole life I've chose the wrong path,
Was easy ignoring all the wrong it was always having laugh,
It went on so long it was hard to stop and change,
It's was addmiting the wrong and coming down to earth it was so strange,
Losing everything around me, the whole life I had built,
Then the hard part living everyday with guilt on top on guilt,
Sorry is so easy to say i can leave in on repeat,
It's Looking Into your mom's eyes and say it for the 100th time then you know defeat,
Need to break the circle and start a new life,
So Nobody knows your name and just enjoy being a dad without the strife.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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Matthew Darby Poem
How you going to start a new path if you keep going the same way,
How you going to change if you don't stick to what you say,
The addiction makes tell so many lies,
I cried on the inside everytime I looked in my mom's eyes,
I went down hill when my best mate and brother died,
For a year I pretended it wasnt true he was just busy I was brain fried,
A druggie a mess a coke head all this was true,
I had a good partner who didn't leave me and help me get through,
For all my wrong I'm so ashamed,
Wish I wasn't me and could be renamed,
After all the upset I coursed close ones sorry don't mean nothing,
I tried 12 times to end my life, I didn't like me I wasn't bluffing,
Now I'm trying be a good person it's never to late,
I can't wait till I stop staring in the mirror of hate.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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Matthew Darby Poem
All I ever wanted was the disney happy ending,
I love you so much texts we both keep sending,
I keep hoping cupid is the real deal,
If so why have I been hurt so much and pain is all i feel,
There must be one person to love you with no lies,
You fall in love over and over when you look into there eyes,
Settle down enjoy the happy ever after,
Talk all night about nothing and enjoy the laughter,
I can't wait to meet you the one who's true,
Until that day ill never stop looking until I find you.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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Matthew Darby Poem
Where did I go wrong was it school or after,
Used to go with the flow think life was all laughter,
I done so much wrong I'm sorry let me put things right,
Is it like this till the end is everyday is a fight,
I want to be happy and that feeling to keep,
All around me the shadows just creep,
I don't mean to upset things always come out wrong,
I feel so alone I don't know where I belong,
Its my mom and my kids what keep me going,
The rest of the world pls just stop its all mind blowing,
Im 6ft 3 and look real mean,
The true me many ain't seen,
Just for one day let everything stop and we all pass on a smile,
Until that day I'm mental mat with my head covered with tin foil.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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Matthew Darby Poem
We are a sad race as soon as we are born everyday we are dieing,
Who knows when we are going and leave the circle dressed in black crying,
So always try to do good leave the right mark,
Try not to make wrong choices so your life's mark is dark,
Look after your family and always give your kids loads of love and cuddles,
Make life happy everyday laugh and jump in the puddles,
Be nice and Live everyday as your last,
One day we will right and our names drift into the past.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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Matthew Darby Poem
I saw someone ask what is love, to me it keeps me going my reason to live,
My family my kids my friends there's so much love you can give,
What else we here for to sit around in self pity and moan,
Find how to share your love and the true feelings will be shown,
Life's hard can feel so low and try to give in,
Think who loves you and fix up don't give into that sin,
Everyday I live for my kids Mrs and mom,
They gave me my life, that's where all my happy memories come from.
Your friend matty d :) xx
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