As It Seems
I keep bottled up inside all my feeling I should hide
I am scared to actually love someone besides me
As it seems I try to stay in a far away place
Where no one can even try to get close to me
Will I know if the right one will ever find me to be free
Or will I have to stay in this dismay
Hating to have to wake up day to day
As it seems i never knew there was true love for me.
Will I stay here crying each and everyday
Does he know I hate him so.
There will be a way to make him see
He made me love him and we would never be
How to live as husband and wife
When there is nothing there but pain and spite
Well he free me from all this pain you see.
Nope I knew I would have to end up taking my own life
As he cry do you think he misses me
I am so free
What a shame to know he wouldn't just let me go
I ask for forgives for taking my pain away indeed
Hopeing to know that I should of just stuck it out
But as it seems he got the best of me
Copyright © Misty Hillin | Year Posted 2007
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