As It Seems

I keep bottled up inside all my feeling I should hide I am scared to actually love someone besides me As it seems I try to stay in a far away place Where no one can even try to get close to me Will I know if the right one will ever find me to be free Or will I have to stay in this dismay Hating to have to wake up day to day As it seems i never knew there was true love for me. Will I stay here crying each and everyday Does he know I hate him so. There will be a way to make him see He made me love him and we would never be How to live as husband and wife When there is nothing there but pain and spite Well he free me from all this pain you see. Nope I knew I would have to end up taking my own life As he cry do you think he misses me I am so free What a shame to know he wouldn't just let me go I ask for forgives for taking my pain away indeed Hopeing to know that I should of just stuck it out But as it seems he got the best of me