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Welcome To My Nightmare

I have hit a point in my life that’s unfair,
And I say to you, welcome to my nightmare.
My decisions have all become so stale,
Continuing like this I will surely fail.
I expect to become nothing, why?
Probably because I’m always high.
I need to find a way to quit,
I drag myself out of this pit.
There is no one left to care for me,
Maybe I’m blind and I just can’t see.

Now is the time, to change my mind,
Stick to myself, keep being kind,
Quit masking it all,
Before it’s too late and I fall.
And now I believe it’s feeling true,
I think I’m falling for you.

When I see you, I’m overwashed with guilt,
Like it’s my fault the rose began to wilt.
I wish you weren’t out of my reach,
Or I didn’t feed from you, like a human leech.
I can’t stop, feeling better when you’re around.
Like I don’t belong six feet in the ground.
You’re the only thing that makes me want to change,
And get out of this angry, masking cage.
When you smile because of something I say,
I feel like I’m being carried away.

Now is the time, to change my mind,
Stick to myself, and draw the line,
Quit masking it all,
Before it’s too late and I fall.
Now it feels so true,
I’m really falling for you.

You are a model of two types of beauty,
A gorgeousness unrivaled and striking personality.
I feel worthless, but something that I know,
For you, in my words, there is no, no.
I don’t know how or why, but when I see you there,
I feel like I can start to care,
Welcome, to my nightmare.

Now is the time, to change my mind,
Stick to myself and jump the line,
Quit masking it all,
Before it’s too late and I fall.
Now believing it is true,
I was falling, but now.. I love you.

Life seems unfair,
No one seems to care,
Then I see you standing there,
All I do is stare.
Welcome, to my nightmare.

Copyright © Levi Stpeter | Year Posted 2017



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It's Over

For a long time I thought that you were for me,
Thought I would never give up, then I decided to flee.
Came back again, gave it another shot,
Now I realize the trap in which I was caught.
The mistake I made was changing for you and giving in,
Should’ve held my ground, only way to win.
Became a shadow of my former self,
Lost all fine-tuned thoughts and stealth.
Am I the one who was wrong?
Now that’s it’s over, no it was you all along.
Giving up is the best for me,
Think we all begin to see,
I was your toy, I would do anything,
Brain broke and bent, held up in a sling,
It’s time to move on, find the person I was,
Escape this large dark cloud of blurry fuzz.
Am I the one who was wrong?
I realize it was you all along.
Giving up is the best for me,
Think we all begin to see,
I’ve been cursed by you, or so it seems,
I’ve been stung by the large black bee,
You’ve made this all so filthy,
But now I’ve found the key,
The key will set me free,
Time to finish this read, shut the cover,
Don’t come to look for me, it’s over.

Copyright © Levi Stpeter | Year Posted 2017

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Gateway To Hate

Gateway to Hate

I feel different than I did before,
Something’s changed,
I’ve broken loose, and set myself free from this cage.
The world screws you everytime it gets a chance, until you’re in the ground.
With a black-toothed smirk I turned it all around.
Feelings are gone, I lost them all,
The list goes on and on,
The only one left is malice.
They want to spill themselves, take the weak way out,
I want the opposite, erase the rest, now they’ll stop finding things to spit about.
When I’m done there will be no more drama, no more he said she said, no more idiocy,
I have no religion, elephant or donkey,
Down with Republicans and Democracy,
I sin everyday and I don’t care, Never going to atone.
For the rest of my pain struck walk, I’ll walk alone.

Time to feel the pain,
Feel the suffering,
Nothing left to gain,
No one changing,
Time to lose your sane,
Embrace the malice,
Taking hold of greed,
Clench your fist,
Taking what you need,
Becoming a sloth,
Enjoying your own lechery,
Make them eat the moth,
Feeling ultimate treachery, 
Walk through the final gate,
And unleash all your hate.

Copyright © Levi Stpeter | Year Posted 2017

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Cure For Alone

Cure the Alone

It’s been so long since I haven’t been on my own,
I used to be sitting the warmth of someone or by the phone,
Now I sit in cold darkness, with nothing but a burning cigarette.
I used to sit around with my friends,
Now that’s come to an end.
Isn’t anyone left to call,
I lost myself somewhere, forgotten it all.
I’ve become something I fear, close to a wreck.
No caller id or Facebook to check.

I’ve been told I’m too much of a free spirit,
Is that something that’s good or bad?
I think I’ve fall and I long to get out of this pit,
I have no anger left, I don’t even get sad.
I know what’s happened to me, but what’s left is a clone,
It’s because I have been alone, for far too long.

I searched for some for a long time,
Someone who would understand and thought it would be fine,
Now I’m too far lost to look anymore,
There’s nothing left now, I’m empty to the core.
I look in the mirror and see someone who lost caring,
Maybe it’s time I quit staring.
I want someone to find me, and make everything okay.
Someone who beside me they will stay.

I’ve been told I’m to much of a free spirit,
Is that something that’s good or bad,
Think I’ve fallen and I long to get out of this pit,
I have no anger left, I don’t even get sad.
I know what’s happened to me, but what’s left is a drone.
It’s because, I’ve been alone, for far too long.

Love is a word of falseness and lies,
Or maybe it’s been too long since I’ve cried
I have some bad habits, and a worse attitude,
Maybe it’s time I let go of these things and exclude,
Time to pick me up, continue where I left off.
Now my smoke is gone, and I’m beginning to cough.
I should get hope back, find someone out there for me.
That’s all there is for me to see… Then I will be fine, fine.

Pick me up please, carry me away,
This place is not okay,
I have regained my heart,
I need a place to start,
I need to love again.
I need another chance.
A brand new life,
With a brand new stance… So that I won’t be alone.

I’ve been told I’m too much of a free spirit,
Is that something good or bad?
Think I’ve fallen and I long to get out of this pit.
I have no anger left, I don’t even get sad.
I know what’s happened to me, but what’s left is a clone,
It’s because I’ve been alone, for far to long. Far too long.

Be there for me,
Help me see,
Help me love,
Believe in me,
Find a place above… this.
A place out of the dark,
Where I can leave this mark,
That has left me scarred,
I can’t do it on my own,
Please help me, cure the alone.

Copyright © Levi Stpeter | Year Posted 2017

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Exposure

We can see you standing there,
On people, you don’t care.
Think that we don’t know?
Soon you’ll be exposed.
Wearing crowns of riches,
While we mend our stitches.
Looking down on us,
While asking for our trust.

Burn, burn, take me away, 
In this place I just can’t stay, 
With your devil eyes,
Looking down on mine.
Remove you from the throne,
Everything will be fine.
We won’t need closure, 
For your exposure.

You control all that we see,
We’re locked in cages, never free.
When our prison is busting at the seams, 
It will just be me you and me.
We are slaves for prices,
Through our mind you splice us.
From atop purple majesties,
You are all we see.

Burn, burn, take me away,
In this place I just can’t stay,
With your devil eyes, 
Looking down on mine,
Rip you from your throne,
Everything will be fine.
Soon we will show her,
Here comes exposure.

Now we’ll stand on higher ground,
Turn your lives upside down.
When your power trip is done,
Is when we’ll have our fun.
With riches, crowns all gone,
Now our endless battle can be won.
Banished us to the abyss,
Left us somewhere betwixt.
Now we’re back for vengeance,
It’s time for your repentance.

Burn, burn take me away,
In this place I just can’t stay,
With your devil eyes,
Looking down on mine,
Replace you on your throne,
Everything will be fine.
Maybe you didn’t know.
But you’ve been exposed.

Copyright © Levi Stpeter | Year Posted 2017



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Confusion

Confusion comes,
When there’s something unexplainable,
When straw connects from nose to table.
Confusion stuns,
When there are no answer,.
Finding no cure for cancer.
Confusion guns,
When needle presses to the vein,
When you can’t subdue the pain.
Confusion numbs,
Brain full of clouds,
The questions are so loud.
Confusion funds,
Those who search for clues,
Those who sell the booze.
Confusion stung,
All the souls that lost,
Suffering the costs.
Confusion runs,
When you reach the end,
When found a lost friend.
Confusion’s done,
When you pull the trigger,
When you life the finger.
Confusion came and went.
Confusion took and spent.
Confusion left the dent.
Confusion.. will never die.
And we’ll always ask the question.. why?

Copyright © Levi Stpeter | Year Posted 2017

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As She Bleeds

As her perfect body bleeds,
They gather around to feed,
The remaining blood in her veins,
Keeps her constantly twisted in pain.
They expect to her to be there tomorrow,
Ignoring her constant sorrow,
Never seeing her cuts and wounds,
Thinking of only their own doom.

And as I see her bleed,
I watch the vulchers feed,
Fulfilling everyone’s needs,
Masking it with such certainty,
Her great need to be free,
Must soon be seen,
Or there will be nothing to bleed.

They don’t count on her to break,
They continue to take and take.
The surprised look on their faces,
When the deck runs out of cards, no more aces.
Optimism… Faith… Kindness… Dissipated.
All good in her lost and jaded,
And when that girl snaps,
She’ll have the final laugh.

And as I watch her bleed,
Vampires come to feed,
All lost in their greed,
What they fail to see,
Her great need to be free,
Must soon be seen,
There won’t always be blood to bleed.

And when there’s nothing left to take,
Is when this perfect girl breaks.
Then you’ll have to lay,
In the bed you made.
Won’t you wish she stayed?
Should have held her gently,
Not stomping her mentally,
Because the worst punishment she can give,
Is losing her own will to live. 

As I watch her blood run free,
Vulchers come back to feed.
Their need for greed,
Blinds them not to see,
Masks her need to be free,
What happens when there’s nothing left to bleed?
There she won’t be.

Copyright © Levi Stpeter | Year Posted 2017

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Time To Go Insane

I must’ve went wrong somewhere,
Becoming too much to bare,
Everything’s been lost,
My soul was the cost.
This mess burnt up my last shred of sanity,
I long for it to be cleaned,
There’s only one I trust,
Longing change before I bust,
Now all I can think is what is wrong,
With people, with me, the world? It’s been so long.
Since everything was okay,
Since you didn’t stay.
Lonely wasn’t thought,
Questioning everything I’ve fought.
Without hope and care,
Standing in front of the mirror,
This just can’t be fair.
Why does it have to be so hard?
If you look at it optmisticly, it’ll just be another scar.
Too bad my optimism has run out,
Nothing else to care about.
And then I laugh.

I’m tired of listening,
I’m tired of getting hit on,
I’m tired of the snobs getting in my way.
Of the bastards taking everything away.
Now I can feel it rising,
I see my vision blurring,
I burn another leaf,
While my thoughts are stirring.
It’s clear now though,
Only one answer that’s true,
Beating someone’s face until it’s black and blue.
It’s no longer feeling any stranger,
To let loose of this anger.
These maggots are finally going to get what’s coming to them,
At one point,
I was hoping that this isn’t how it would end.
Now I want to embrace it,
Make the most of it,
I enjoy every damn second of it.
Now when some drama starting, waste of skin,
Throws one of their fits,
I’m gonna make sure their mouth is shut for good, I’ll see to it.
Looking back on the lower ground I once stood.
When that cheating fake, or big disgrace screws something up for me,
I won’t waste anytime before making them bleed.
That self medicating,
Child Molesting,
Animal abusing,
Piece of meat, is going to regret,
Blocking my road, 
I’ll be someone they’d wish they’d never met.
They don’t understand,
I don’t care who they are,
Or if someone took their land,
Or came and repoed their car.
If the banks collected their home,
Only thing I care about now,
Isn’t getting stoned,
It’s not searching my phone,
Not hearing another teenager moan,
Can’t you see?
All the simple pleasures mean nothing to me.
So you better start getting read to flee,
Lock the back door, and swallow the key.
Angers infesting me, turning towards insanity,
The only thing left I care about… Is Me.

Copyright © Levi Stpeter | Year Posted 2017

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Put It Out

You think it thrills you,
But It’s gonna kill you,
Take it from me.
Thought I was dead already.
Instead of getting loud,
Fighting for the small crowd.
Kept on hiding behind this cloud.

All I could was green,
Without the numb becoming mean,
Maybe that’s all I need,
Get so mad that I go sane,
Rip the face from Mary Jane,
Now I know who to blame,
For a lifetime of doubt,
Think it’s time to put it out.

Instead of burning the leaf,
It’s time for me to breathe.
Trying to forget,
Eons of regret,
Needs to be gas,
To burn away the past,
My weapon is ink,
To make sheeple think,
Of memories wasted,
Time for us to face this.

All I could see was green,
Without the numb becoming mean,
Maybe that’s all that I need,
Get so mad that I go sane,
Rip the face from Mary Jane,
Now I know who to blame,
For a lifetime of doubt,
Think it’s time to put it out.

Join me,
Empty,
Fulfill,
No pills,
Use what,
You were given,
To wake up,
And start livin’,
Don’t blow,
the smoke,
Don’t choke,
On hope.
Are you full of doubt?
Might be time you put it out.

Copyright © Levi Stpeter | Year Posted 2017


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