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Savanah Hester Poem
I don't want to grow up!
I want to stay young forever.
Standing at my window, staring at the stars looking for a path to Neverland.
Trying to find my way to you.
To die would be an adventure
A picture painted perfect and beautiful.
As I leave the window with a sigh
My name lost in the eyes of a young man
As he leads me somewhere new
A place where you never grow old
A place made for someone who believes
A place unknown to adults
A place filled with pirates
I don't want to grow up!
I want to stay in Neverland
Where i am a lost boy
Where my heart body and soul remain young
Living by the quote "To die would be an adventure"
Copyright © Savanah Hester | Year Posted 2016
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Savanah Hester Poem
This is too someone who will never read
This is my way to cope with all the times I've been cheated by him
Putting this out here to cope from the heartache I feel every time you say "Hi"
Once we began speaking the language of love I knew I was going to lose you
The pain is too strong to break things off with you
So here I am spilling my heart out to you
Only to say I'm sorry
The things we've been through come to a stop now
But i'm sorry instead
So here is how much you've hurt me after I told you just about everything
Sadly you don't even know my real name
Superman or just some villain who broke my heart after two love filled years
Good things or bad things
To you nothing mattered
So i'm sorry
I'm sorry I was never the girl you were going to want
I guess the only reason you held my heart for so long was I just needed to feel wanted.
I'm sorry that I knew you were cheating
I'm sorry I never sent you but one picture you actually liked
I'm sorry I'm not her
I hear myself thinking this over and it seems a bit sappy to write for the country boy I thought was truly mine.
Believe me when I say I loved you when you didn't
Writing about you for the first time in awhile makes me feel quite some way
Honestly you broke me into pieces when I first got that text from your phone saying leave my boyfriend alone.
So i'm sorry I couldn't be the number one girl you wanted to make love with
Sorry for not telling you I never wanna speak to you again
I hope we can be nothing
I'm sorry I never sent that picture I promised
But I already knew you were lying to me
Oh, I didn't mention the nude you wanted from me
Sorry I never sent that
Since I knew you were faking about being alone
I'm sorry you're just a cheater
I'm sorry I haven't told you this yet and probably won't ever
So yeah I'm sorry I never told you my real name or even my birthday
I'm sorry for being sorry
I hope you have a sorry life
I'm sorry i'm just being too tired to say it's over
I'm sorry I can't believe you anymore
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I loved you so much
I'm sorry I'm not the one you could be truthful with
This is to the guy I am no longer trusting
This is my way of coping
This is my way of saying sorry
This is something I want to send him but i'm too much of a coward to
Copyright © Savanah Hester | Year Posted 2016
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Savanah Hester Poem
Why hide beauty behind snapchat filters?
Truthfully it's worthless
I was beautiful before the snapchat filters became a thing
So why hide your true beauty under snapchat filters?
I mean is it to hide behind lies?
Snapchat filters are fun though they hide the beauty of a person
I mean sure I use the snapchat filters but it's funny how you cover up such beauty.
Snapchat filters have become worthless to me since they hide the beauty I want to show.
Copyright © Savanah Hester | Year Posted 2016
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Savanah Hester Poem
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~No name~
He looks deeper into someone’s eyes, to bring out the aligned version of who you are.
He thinks and speaks his words from a heart that has struggled finding love.
He’s imperfect just like all of us.
He’s a poet that see’s no one he could love.
He’s strange yet amusing.
Looking through the looking glass, bringing something new to become something great.
He’s poetic as he speaks of reality.
The truth of prince charming comes little by little.
As if I’ve known the unknown.
For too little is too much.
I’ve yet to fight for someone I’ve been longing for.
I’m young with an old soul.
My body is intact as I dream of this unknown person or thing to come along.
He’s known for talking till four a.m in the morning getting lost in conversation.
He’s been on my mind for awhile now.
As I waste my time drowning in my thoughts of him, I wonder not of if he exist but if he’s left to think of me too.
Looking through glass
Wishing upon stupid balls of gas that we call stars
I fail to even ask if I’m truly in love or just in love with the fact of someone needing me.
No one can be without someone to cherish them so much more then there are stars shining in the sky.
He may be enchanting.
But I am yet to know, I see love as just one dream I’m chasing.
Watching as those stars fade away.
For someone other then me.
Yet I dreamt of someone, though I am just a wishful thinker.
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Savanah Hester Poem
Thunderstorm
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Thunder crashes as lightning strikes as I stand under the sky searching for the moon
The way I feel doesn’t matter
Tear drops falling as the rain pours
Thunder storms sooth me
But the lightning terrifies me
The thunder making me think of you
Lightning striking as my mind fills with darkness
It feels as if my melody has been played once before
As the lyrics on repeat
Thunder crashes as lightning strikes as I stand alone under the sky searching for the moon
Thunder I see as a friend
Lightning as a foe
My heartbeat slow
Thunder brings my mind to ease
As lightning brings me horror
Thunder like the song hidden
Lightning as a fear
Rain comes as my tears
Too afraid to know where this thunderstorm will take me
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How do you miss someone that’s not even your lover?
Its like finishing a puzzle and missing a huge piece.
Time goes by as I miss someone whom I’ve never even met.
Pretending like you have no feelings towards anyone.
Lying awake beneath the sun wondering if this is the right thing to do.
Awkwardness and similarities taking to heart, as if you were my one true love.
More then words can explain.
Unfolding stories already ripped out it seems.
Pondering of the things that matter most.
With a heavy heart and tears smudged on this sheet.
Simply board of old desire and devotion.
Ready for strange and exciting.
Writing in everlasting ink.
Drowning in my thoughts of you.
Still without motive of how you can feel like this about someone.
As my heart longs for someone to protect it from being broken, I sit wondering if you feel the same.
How do you miss someone who’s not even your lover?
Most of this seems like a dream.
Though my feelings are realistic.
As I am found to be the crazy one to fall for one I’m yet to know completely.
Asking the same thing as I try to find a way to explain something so cliché.
As this story unfolds I read between the lines.
Yet to find the answer I’ve been trying to find.
How do you miss someone you don’t even know?
Copyright © Savanah Hester | Year Posted 2016
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Love seems a bit over rated
But love is sweet for more then just some cheesy reason
love is beauty
Beautiful in the minds of younger years
love is a story
For readers to grasp the definition of love
love is limitless
As it can last or fade away just like that
Defining love isn't that complicated
Some just define love different
No one defines love the same
Some define love as just an emotion
While others define love as something more then just an emotion
Yet everyone may find love
No love is the same
With only wishes and reality love isn't always the fairytale you want it to be
Copyright © Savanah Hester | Year Posted 2016
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Two hearts
One flame between the two hearts
As I lie in bed just thinking of you I feel as a flame as been lit for you and I
Feeling it grow as my thoughts get deeper
Not sure if i'm falling deeper in love or just falling out of love
We've grown as one big flame lit for the whole world to see
Holding onto something great as this flame burns for us
I grew to know more then enough of you to let this flame burn
As you lie far from me I wonder if you feel this way to
it seems to keep me alive
Though I am not sure if I am just in love with the fact of love or if it's just you
While I lie searching for this answer to calm my nerves
I realize my heart plus this flame is just because i'm in love with you
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Savanah Hester Poem
To tell you i'm afraid
Would it be a bad thing?
To share my feelings with you
Would you think of me differently?
If I was afraid of losing you
Would that be so bad?
If I asked you not to cheat
Would you ignore my request?
If I let you steal a kiss
Would you love me more then I love myself?
If I trusted you
Could I depend on you to keep my trust?
To love you through the distance
Would simply be amazing for me
To tell you I was broken beyond repair
Would that be considered a lie?
To break down in front of you is something i'd be afraid to do
Is that such a horrid thing?
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Savanah Hester Poem
To admit fear
To be honest to those you love
To know you are just one big kid
Look through me
For I am the girl made of glass
People see through
People know whom I am to become
No one trusts the girl made of glass
Still I ponder of great things
I take life as it comes
I know who to be
I don't know yet if this is a dream
Watching glass things shatter
I become afraid
Though I will never admit
My fears is the only thing hidden
Others seem to make fun
I see people for whom they become
Going back to my birth
I was a happy one
I barely sheded any tears
I just came to be stronger then most
As soon as they brought me back to life
I fell for a king and his queen
I knew they were my mother and father
I geuss I was the one who became more injured as time passed
Broken down
Broken toys
Broken hearts
These things were caused by me and you
So become who you are meant to be
Copyright © Savanah Hester | Year Posted 2016
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