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Susan Walker Poem
Snapping
jaws
ruthless
in
their
single minded
efforts
to devour
my
attention
to my own mind
time
and
silence
the only portal
to dissectionof dreams
organizaton of tasks
My Attention
to
my
inner world
a crime
an act of hedonism
the
agony
of
the
pull
magnified
when the
efforts
to veer it off course
come not from
angry unhinged jaws
but
from
the flailing arms
and faces
of
my most deeply, deeply
ardently
loved
their hearts
my first love
the pull
just
their love of me
need of me
even
this
is
a yank by cracked rope
round my head
tearing
the thought
this
way
and
that
This
collection of torturous moments
the
Hell
of
the
Introvert
Introvert; Poetry by
Susan M. Walker, 2014
Snapping
jaws
ruthless
in
their
single minded
efforts
to
devorer
my
attention
to
my own mind
time
and
silence
the only portal
to the
disection of dreams
organizaton of task
My Attention
to
my
inner world
a crime
an act of hedenism
the
agony
of
the
pull
magnified
when the
efforts
to veer it off course
come
not from
angry unhinged jaws
but
from
the flailing arms and faces
of
my most deeply, deeply
ardently
loved
their hearts
my first love
the pull
just
their love of me
need of me
even
this
is
a yank by cracked rope
round my head
tearing
the thought
this
way
and
that
This
collection of torturous moments
the
Hell
of
the
Introvert
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Giving birth
in a sterile room
machines
green gowns medical masks and gloves
float around me
medication squirts into my spine
my legs are no longer conscious
but I am
Waiting
as if from someone else's body
he is pulled from my abdomen
Tugging against his resistance
they retrieve him
he does not want to leave me
not knowing that I am his destination
his CRY
loud
primitive
angry
Not yet human
fills the sterile room
when they bring him to me
swaddled
clean
pink
he tries to peer out of swollen eyes
at his destination.
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Torrential rain
stabs at the ground as
I stand here still wearing shock
like a soldier in
war torn uniform
So recent was
the surgery that
removed
your lifeless body from mine
leaving me newly
without you
My wound fresh
my mind dazed
from blood soaking battle
I hear the Rabbi speaking
and see your
little
pine
coffin
as it is lowered
into the dirt
I know
so
well
your soul
that left
and
your
body
within it
wearing a tiny shirt
an embroidered teddy bear
sewn on the front
I dig the silver shovel
into the earth and lift
it toward
your resting place
I toss
the cold
damp
earth
gently
and as it lands
I lean forward
for a last
sight of you
though you can never again be seen
and suddenly my
words of my love of you
become louder than the
deafening rain,
my silence shattered
by my tormented
shout
beneath our
green tented covering
flapping in the wind
under the
sobbing skies
Nate; Poetry by
Susan M. Walker, 2014
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Cake of Creation:
Preheat
oven
jupiter sized
to
the
temperature
of
a magnificent
star going supernova
add
seven million
heaping
spoonfuls
of free will
one million generous
cups
of
fate
fifteen million
sprinkles
of
probability
two million
lighthearted
dashes
of belief
in
ones own
focused
intent
and
another
two million
dashes
of faith
in a
separate
energies
omnipresent
consciousness
sift
the
dry
ingredients
together
through
time
gradually
pour
the
wet
ingredients
with
the minds eye
mix together
at the
speed of
light
gradually
reduce
speed
to
one million beats
per millisecond
pour into a
parallel universes
pan
bake
at
the
temperature
of
the
big bang
for
one
thousand years
or until
toothpick
comprised
of
energy
or
matter
emerges
clean
let
cool
cut into spheres
cones
or
cylinders
serves
an
infinite
amount
of
people,
enjoy
Cake of Creation; Poetry by
Susan M. Walker, 2014
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How do I Thank You
for watching over my child
investing your
time
energy
focus
and
passion
in him
Every
day?
How do I thank you
for using your keen eye
to emerge with his full picture
and tailoring a years worth of education
just for him?
for making sure he is comfortable
and relaxed
and happy Every day?
How do I thank you
for finding inventive
ways to facilitate his goals Every day?
for the look of alarm, ever so brief
if even a remote chance of danger
for him or others?
for your warmth
your upbeat kindness
and nurturing
that you give him Every day?
How do I thank you
for loaning him Snow pants
and a little Yellow T-Shirt?
for teaching him how to honor
his own work
and that of his peers?
How do I thank you
for planting seeds
that deepen his understanding
of Everything?
for taking a lesson plan that is fine
infusing it with complexity
and transforming it into
something extraordinary
Every day?
for teaching my child as if he were the only child in your class
while teaching Every Child in your class as if they
were the only one as well?
How do I thank you?
This happy
full
creative
thinking
boy
who chatters to me as he is going to sleep
about Martin Luther King Jr.
Johnny Appleseed
Spheres and cylinders
sets of tens
mammals
fish
poems
songs
and Your words of Praise
is the living proof
of the gift that you are to education and children.
I can only say Thank you Teacher..
Mrs B; Poetry by
Susan M. Walker 2014
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with squinted eyes and pursed red lips
you
like any little child in time
but that you are mine
ask me..why are we sitting outside
I want to go Inside
to play
your mind cannot yet grasp
the answer I know to be true
that one day a hundred years from now
when we have turned to dust
when you look at his light to Thank Him for your journey
you will pull this memory
out of your heart
like a diamond
glistening in the sun
and say ah..look how exquisite
look how exquisite
Spring Day; Poetry by
Susan M. Walker 2014
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Before there was matter
or time
You must have been lonely
Your consciousness
nearly echoing
had there been
canyons
across
the
unborn
universe
Your thoughts
so intricate
no being
could
have
known
them
Your form
walking about an empty
space
imagining
color
music
words
an
opening
thought
bringing
forth
these
and
more..
a
daydream
turned
into a
wish
then
an
intent
and
your thoughts
each strand
stronger
wider
heavier
than
a million
of
the
thickest
branches
each containing
a universe
of
it's own and
beings
like
you..
each with a life
feeling real
with it's own
wishes
intents
joys
heartbreaks
and
you
know
intimately
each
and
every
one
following
us
riveted
as an awe-inspired
theatergoer
with
deep
most passionate
love
for
all
When one hurts
or is frightened
it takes
all of your
might
to
stop
yourself
from freeing us
from
the pain
for you know
this
would end
our
world..
so
each
moment
you live
with
us..
silently
lovingly
your loneliness
eased.
Before There Was Matter; Poetry by
Susan M. Walker, 2014
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Bones crushed and pulled back into place
my own momentary hell
of piercing scream
for it to stop
they could have my hand forever
and leave me with a shiny stump
wrapped
like a wounded Christmas gift
hanging limp but peaceful
under the white of my
gurney
but no choice was given
so it lives with me maimed
but alive sorrowful its protector would have given
it away so easily
no trust between us now
as we come back to each other
to heal
Hand; Poetry by
Susan M. Walker, 2015
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Grey
weight
like dirty chains
twists around cells, organs
becomes pitted inside
enters insidiously relentlessly by cruel fangs
the coldest of judgement like blood splashed
at white light
So polluted
the angry
paranoia
the weak
closed
minds
gravitate toward each other
the mean
find the
mean
and sometimes
the gentle
the inward
the quiet
cannot tell the difference
the poison
is taken in
allowed to take hold
manifests as
the deepest of
sadness
doubt
shame
it becomes the prison
within which the
cruel
closed
beings
pace and stare
Freedom
true freedom
is the discovery
the remembering
the darkness does not belong within
it was never one's own
in an instant
this knowing
brings the Release
and a beautiful return to
to Living in
weightless
fluttering
light
Freedom From Bullies; poetry by
Susan M. Walker
2014
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shocked cracked bones
tormented with their new knowledge
all began with
a fall so hard the ground screamed
not even when years earlier my child died within
my womb
and the knife
brought blood to the skin
to free him
to be buried
not even then
did I know
not until my bones knew
they can be made no longer whole
did
I know
I can break
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