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That Moment When

THAT MOMENT WHEN: you  get a grip of reality
& the  segments of the figment of your imaginary,
 turns out to be nothing more than  your FANTASIZED  creativity 

THAT MOMENT WHEN:you come to the realization
 you're being simple...but you could care less about a moral or a principal

THAT MOMENT WHEN: you stare in his eyes &  visualize
 what could be,falsely...the indecency... 

THAT MOMENT WHEN: you accept your visual blindness
 to be your weakness... the hassel for the Mistress
 who is now the Ex 
The Example of why you should never TAmper and leave well enough alone when its all said and done He's sure to go Home

Copyright © Insane Jane | Year Posted 2015



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My Intellectual Being

My intellectual being has awaken
Its  a total new me in the making
I keep trying to re-event myself
Eliminating all elements and factors of stress
My main focus is to Succeed and Excell
Prosper and Prevail 
No longer have I the time to dwell
 on the pettiness of life's  misfortunes
But change my current situation to a memorable sensation
My mode of living has had its ups and downs
 But thru the downfalls i've always had someone in my corner
Someone in my ear lifting me to higher grounds
Thank God for his mercy without Him nothing is even possible but ironically with Him nothing is impossible
Dont talk about it be about... let your life speak for itself
No ones else words could object or detest
Your failure or Your maturation
It all depends on you,& your determination, 
Whether vigorous or laguorous... what you retrieve is exactly what you'll  recieve so keep God first and let everything else fall rightfully into place

Copyright © Insane Jane | Year Posted 2015

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Desparage

Desparage,more so, less impressive
I've demeaned my opinion of my self esteem, 
 As a pitbull I too, am bemeaned
 On the contrary I am my very own abuser, the ultimate credited bruiser, I am the controlled life time looser
All by choice
in response I begin to question me
Internal & subjectively
 Why haven't I advanced yet to a positive conclusion,
My mind frame's allusion is base set on frustration & confusion 
At times I don't feel as if I can escape my faith
Im set in my ways, the caotic factors my life portrays
Over the years I've depraised and degraded my uniqueness  
I've exchanged my assertiveness for shameless tactlessness
Never minded what was precieved of me
For all I can be is Me right?

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Facing Reality

Its crazy cause I  knowing gave my heart to a man who has a better half
At times I  laugh 
To keep from falling all in my feelings
I've  tried to cut all dealings... with this man 
But my heart as well as my mind had its very own plan
 I tried for the most part to understand but my insight  to the situation is void
With  my very own feelings I've toyed  
Although  he says he loves me i kno he loves her more
She's hard core,  his obligation; a mandatory chore where as I'm  his sideline private whore
That he may have developed some sort of  feelings for 
But so what  I've  come to anther conclusion 
Instead of my secretive invasions, & my the limited intrusions  
I need my very own man to satisfy my soul
Complete  me, wind and dine me, sex me, all as a whole
I wanted that person so badly to be you
Although I  knew
 Our love would never blossom to anything more
Bc Mrs. Chore has it on lock
Regardless  to all the tricks and attempts her strong hold always blocks and forces me to Stop 
Dead in my tracks thats the kind of love and respect I  envy bc that's the very  kind I  lack

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Deep In Thought

Deep in thought contemplating, 
more like  meditating on us
Everything seems perfect although its built on deciet & deception,
 some type of trust
True enough I love you and I kno you care Somewhat for me; 
but the cold reality which is we will never be anything more...
 My heart has grasp the fact and it must endure 
My mind has accepted the fact,&  I am now sure
This is not a game & we shouldn't gamble.
 How can we knowingly engage in such a scandalous shamble?
Although you appear to be flawless in every way, you seem to be just perfect for me
I've come to the realization, I'm an one woman intrusion,
  a well wanted invasion lead to believe such assumptions
 through desiring persuasion
Never-the-less Karma has a way of repeating herself

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I'M Far But I'M Near

Although it feels I'm far just know I'm near
Physically absent, my dear
But always in your heart, I need you to know I'm here
Torn from my baby boy at 18 months
Leaving you to survive such unthinkable taunts
I've  watched  you grow over the years and I  must say I'm incredibly  proud of the man you've become
 I know at times my memorial stories are as unhealed scars but when you hang your head low  baby look  to the stars 
For I am your Guardian angel...you  are a conquer   I'll  see you through the pain and the awes 
My baby, my son, my one and only prized possession  I'm  sorry you  were  Robbed  of my love and affection 
But your  father did awesome as my life ended yours however just begun
Don't  be sad my love, don't  allow heaviness to grip your heart but  instead think happy thoughts and know most importantly  I'm far but I'm near
Physically  absent my dear 
But in your  heart shall I continue  to live

Copyright © Insane Jane | Year Posted 2015

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Black Rose

So I was once told the story of "THE BLACK ROSE".

As Intriguing  as It was,so persuasive and mysterious, one would assume they'd already know, precisely how the story goes...
BUT NO, NOT SO...
Get ready for the blissful twist 
Which resulted as merely  a simple Kiss
Big Daddy you put that real on my mind
Made me see the value to me as well as my time
You stepped in between my normal routine 
Presented to me Fool's Gold wasn't at all the actual Thing or Bing 
Not even so much the ideal Fling
MADE ME SEE... surely I was such more
Than a simple silly sideline whore
Naive, still I got lost in your words & though to myself  he wants the rose
But then too, I thought again.For what, what was his intention or purpose?
Now I've come to accept  you my friend  were my excape, my destraction,
You my friend said "You'd do" exactly as you said you would
If only I applied myself to be  all that I could 
You wanting me... made me want you 
Which opened my eyes too all actuality 
I was caught in Fool's Paradise but now I'm back to Reality 
The purity of existing and being all that I can be thanks to you my vision is 20/20
The Black Rose which is me...
Have  the ability to apply adjustments to me which brings about me being sencerely Happy 
No need for thorns to protect... 
From neglect or reject but to cautiously correct & know rather than to expect 
When the right one does come alone
I won't have to ask because True love will automatically be shown.

Copyright © Insane Jane | Year Posted 2016

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Life As I Know It

This agonizing pain I feel, seems to have placed itself permanently in my life.
Such Anguish, Indestructible distress; somewhat like a wife petrified for her life, battered 
My brain is disorderly disfused, rather scattered
Optistically I envision uncondensed exhilaration and contentment
Skeptically I  attempt to avail myself from such treatment
The hatred, the resentment
The tears over the years
The aching blackness reveals its  definite position
To keep me vexed & grieved I believe is its sole mission
TAKEN captive, internally contending to overcome this overwhelming struggle called Life
Finding myself second guessing and always  contemplating Twice
My mode of Living is rather quarrelsome, belligerently abound
Vainly efforts only to be bashed back to the ground
But yet Still I must Remain Strong...Keep the faith and Hold

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Routine Thing

Who's to blame for my persistent  heart-ache & pain
Continuous attemps all in which ending the exact same
The tears over the years 
different loves but the exact same  experiences
  could it be me 
So eager to give me freely  
 But does he truly  deserve me
Or even better I'm  thinking
Do  i deserve his kind of treatment 
Knowing  i deserve better stuck in my stage of  contentment...
I live to love my settlement
My faithful commitment
To be true to you but are you  true  to me,or  will you  be the ruin of me

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For as long as I can remember my mode of living has consist of many misfortunes.
I've always felt alone
Even as a child I longed for a father figure; I desperately yearned for that love and affection, 
just the comfort!
Many times I asked my mother why my father didn't love me enough to stick around
 I myself couldn't understand how he knowingly made a child and just up a skipped town.
Sadly she had no explanation, what, really could she say 
Although she tried to ease my pain
The tensity alone...brought so much strain
 and stress to my brain
I feel as though the trauma he has set in my life effected me
 deeper than I'd like to believe
It made me weak for a man... all I've ever truely wanted was to be loved
So I've settled for less, and hoped for the best. 
All because I only wanted to truely be loved

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