Life As I Know It

This agonizing pain I feel, seems to have placed itself permanently in my life. Such Anguish, Indestructible distress; somewhat like a wife petrified for her life, battered My brain is disorderly disfused, rather scattered Optistically I envision uncondensed exhilaration and contentment Skeptically I  attempt to avail myself from such treatment The hatred, the resentment The tears over the years The aching blackness reveals its  definite position To keep me vexed & grieved I believe is its sole mission TAKEN captive, internally contending to overcome this overwhelming struggle called Life Finding myself second guessing and always  contemplating Twice My mode of Living is rather quarrelsome, belligerently abound Vainly efforts only to be bashed back to the ground But yet Still I must Remain Strong...Keep the faith and Hold