Facing Reality

Its crazy cause I  knowing gave my heart to a man who has a better half
At times I  laugh 
To keep from falling all in my feelings
I've  tried to cut all dealings... with this man 
But my heart as well as my mind had its very own plan
 I tried for the most part to understand but my insight  to the situation is void
With  my very own feelings I've toyed  
Although  he says he loves me i kno he loves her more
She's hard core,  his obligation; a mandatory chore where as I'm  his sideline private whore
That he may have developed some sort of  feelings for 
But so what  I've  come to anther conclusion 
Instead of my secretive invasions, & my the limited intrusions  
I need my very own man to satisfy my soul
Complete  me, wind and dine me, sex me, all as a whole
I wanted that person so badly to be you
Although I  knew
 Our love would never blossom to anything more
Bc Mrs. Chore has it on lock
Regardless  to all the tricks and attempts her strong hold always blocks and forces me to Stop 
Dead in my tracks thats the kind of love and respect I  envy bc that's the very  kind I  lack
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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