Deep In Thought

Deep in thought contemplating, more like  meditating on us Everything seems perfect although its built on deciet & deception, some type of trust True enough I love you and I kno you care Somewhat for me; but the cold reality which is we will never be anything more...  My heart has grasp the fact and it must endure My mind has accepted the fact,&  I am now sure This is not a game & we shouldn't gamble. How can we knowingly engage in such a scandalous shamble? Although you appear to be flawless in every way, you seem to be just perfect for me I've come to the realization, I'm an one woman intrusion,   a well wanted invasion lead to believe such assumptions through desiring persuasion Never-the-less Karma has a way of repeating herself