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My Goal

whenever i close my eyes and brood 
                                      i hear a howl and a roar 
                                               in my soul 
                         a howl and a roar that blast me harmfully 
                                    for not achieving my goal  
                       i demand to execute  my heavenly  wants
                             to cease the thing am here for .

Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2006



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She and I

From the ablaze of thunder
They all flew;
In front the doors of hell
There stood the crew 
Asking for a little bit of mercy 
Wanting it to be so true…
Ceasing the demons from stabbing another soul
Is what I want to do
But hatred and anger 
What only grew 
Ceaseless nights and the darkest lights
Have got into my heart
I smile and I laugh though
I just want my day to be oh so bright…
I'm losing my friend
God I don’t want this to end 
Nonsense words were spoken above 
Because of this idea that I hate so much 
I'm still losing my friend 
And my faith in god is what will end…
He's taking her away 
I need her badly to stay 
I look into her eyes and cry
And wish it's me who is gona die… 
The moment I knew 
The breeze of fear 
The touch of pain 
Have dropped on my soul again
I wanted to scream 
I wished it was a dream 
God this is so mean…
I'm tearing really hard 
On my life I want a guard 
A guard to help me live again 
And cease each and every pain 
I want to erase my every sin 
Please god help me win 
My weary soul can hold no more 
Just help her live 
And give her faith 
And get her smile back to her face
Every night I pray alone 
And remain awake until its dawn 
I sit on the piano and play 
And let my tears free each night 
And each day 
My heart is very weak 
And I will soon
 Become so bleak 
If this is how life is meant to be 
Then what am I and she to thee..?
If this is the way you want to rule 
don’t you think it's quiet cruel..?
If in pain and agony you want me to dive 
Then why do you want me still alive..?
I'm your worshipper and you're my knight 
Please keep her close I want to hold her tight 
My constant tears will dry so soon 
And you'll see me walking blindly to my doom 
Why does happiness never last; 
Why does it have to fade so fast?
Keep her god; 
I want her near
Keep her god; 
I want her here… 
I'm so tired my dear…

Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2008

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God, Spare My Weary Heart

The baleful words you say,
Leave painful scars in me
Permitting them to possess my heart 
Oppressively. 
Withstanding the bitterness and pain
You caused, 
Conquering and diminishing me 
By using your atrocity, 
Feeling sadness flowing violently, 
Warding happiness away, 
Filling my eyes with hurtful tears 
And meaningful pain, 
Feeling the darkness reign.
God, 
You’re my ally,
You’re the one I stand still for, 
Forgive my sins, 
Ease my pain, 
Reborn the me in me again...

Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2007

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Under His Sacred Tree

Under his sacred tree he sat
With tears in his eyes 
Tired of fleeing away
Scared of being a part 
of this cruelty

Under his sacred tree he sat
Asking god to take him away
To forgive his sins 
To spare his soul 

Under his sacred tree he sat 
Looking around him
 with despair
Feeling the darkness in his blood reign 

Under his sacred tree he sat 
With his eyes closed
Thinking of his life 
as a huge mistake
Wondering why god
is permitting this world 
to torment his weary heart 
Wondering when will his painful tears dry
Wondering when will this vain world cease

Then in front of him 
he saw the bright face 
That relieved his pain
and moderated his agony

with a tear crawling on his face,
with smile drawn on his  face 
he died 

under his sacred tree
he died …

Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2007

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Memories of a Child

The family
am supposed to be a member of,
the house
am supposed to be a part of, 
filled my days 
with sorrow and pain..
On Christmas,
I sneak out for a while 
Watching other kids 
Opening their gifts
With a smile drawn 
on their face
and they’re parents
giving them a kiss, 
then watching me
looking at them 
with painful tears 
filling my eyes..
I wanted to tell her
how much I miss her,
I wanted to tell him 
How much I respect him
I wanted to tell them
How much I love them 
But they won’t listen to me
They would hit me instead 
And me from deep inside
I cry:
“please stop hitting me please, 
Please have mercy 
on my innocent soul please”
am a child
 that cant bare anymore.
Pain 
Is what I always feel,
Swears 
Is what I always hear..
I escaped 
but then came back
knowing that nobody
would accept 
a child like me,
a child with torn clothes
and dirty hair.
I escaped 
But then came back
Knowing that 
I have to accept my fate..
Am barely alive from outside 
But totally dead from inside..
Asking god, 
To reborn the me in me 
Is what I always do 
Although I know
he’s against me too..
hate 
is what is see in their eyes..
they made me taste 
the bitterness of life 
although am still a child
they hate me very much
although am still a child
a weight of a mountain 
is on my back 
although am still a child..
I always ask god
To forgive my sins 
Although I don’t have any, 
I always ask god 
To moderate my agony 
Although I know he wont..
Day and night I wonder 
If she would ever remember me 
When I die,
Day and night I wonder 
if she would ever remember
that she had a child 
when I die..
before I left, 
I wrote them a letter 
that said:
“mommy and daddy 
I love you,
Am sorry
if  I had ever disappointed you,
am sorry, 
if I was a naught boy, 
Am sorry mom 
for not finishing my courses on time 
the last few days 
but I was tired mom, 
really tired,
I always wanted a kiss
from you, 
I always wanted a hug
From you,
I always wanted to feel
Am your child.
I needed you with me, 
I never knew
why you hated me..
and now mom and dad
I’ll leave, it’s time now, 
God wants me to be with him,
Mommy and daddy,
I love you”

Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2007



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Oh Highness; Let Your Power Be My Warrior.

Oh God, 
Everything is fading,
I am dying,
My soul is crying 
Endless tears,
endless tears keep on falling
darkness all around me,
sadness surrounding me,
For a minute
I think I'm happy;
A smiling soul
But a dead child instead
That needs to be resurrected again
By the touch of love 
By the touch of your care my highness…
Im still a child inside,
Im a child 
that cant find its way out,
Am alone 
All alone 
Feeling my heartbeats
race like wind,
feeling my fingers
shiver from fear, 
listening to my soul
crying out of pain…
I need your power my highness
I need your power
to be my warrior
in easing my pain 
in resurrecting me again…

Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2008

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Sorrowful Memory

Its her and me in the picture I see
But now it’s the end between her and me
Her careless soul
Her vain self
Her tough tone
Brought me back to reality
The rumors she spread
The sorrow she left
The ploy she played
Were insuperable for me
I suspected in her
But then convinced myself
That no way this girl
Would betray
my weary heart
and me with silent words
and painful tears
I sit alone
dying inside
but now I enjoy sitting
by the flame
watching this sorrowful memory
burning away…

Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2007

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The Soul That's Still Alive In Me

My mom is dying
And me in front of her
I sit and cry 
The tears of endless pain..

My mom is dying 
And me fondling her hair
 with love, 
whispering to her ears 
that everything 
is going to be fine,
although I know it’s not..

my mom is dying
and me standing out there 
under the violent rain 
blaming God for 
taking her away from me..

my mom is dying 
and me contemplating
the pain that’s surrounding 
her heart..

my mom is dying 
and me hearing her 
utter to 
god to keep me safe 
and take her away soon..



my mom is dying
and me watching
the tears of sadness 
sinking in her lifeless eyes..

my mom is dying 
and me listening to her 
uttering to me her words:
“ don’t live your life miserable 
When am gone, 
Don’t leave the pain
Kill my heart up there
When I watch you cry, 
Live my life.
Live my life and keep going, 
Erase your past 
And write your future.
I’ll be taken away from this world 
But not from your heart, 
Not from your soul.
I love you my daughter, 
I love you..”

Sitting by the window
Watching the ray of thunder 
Hit the ground..

Sitting by the window
Listening to the drops of rain 
Fall..

Sitting by the window
Contemplating the darkness
Of the dark..

Sitting by the window
Crying
Crying 
Crying..

Im lost 
And nobody can hear 
my silent scream..

im lost 
and nobody can see
my painful tears..

im lost 
im lost 
im lost..

I got her the chocolate 
She always loved 
I got her the rose 
She used to be
And put them by her grave..

Sitting by he grave 
Talking to her
 with constant tears..

sitting by her grave
whispering to her
my thoughts..

As a fish needs the sea
To stay alive,
I need her with me to live

As a baby needs his mother’s love
To feel safe,
I need her with me to live

As we all need happiness
To keep walking, 
I need her with me to live,
I need her with me 
To keep my heart going on..

Sitting by the window again
Listening to the silence
 of the dark..

sitting by the window again
contemplating
 our happy memories..

sitting by the window again 
asking god
to have mercy on her soul
and promising my mom
to make her always proud..

as I fall into my deep sleep
I utter my last words:
“ I love you mom.”

Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2007

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The Sound of Happiness

Sitting alone,
                     Waiting for the sound of happiness, 
                 From the passage of my imaginations
                      And the open door of my heart,

             Sitting there hopefully waiting for this sound,
                         To kill the emptiness in me,
           And fulfill my heart with happiness and cheer,

                                   Sitting there hopefully,
                               For this sound to be near,
                          But the faithless world kept me,
                       Waiting for this day until the end,


              The end when my heart and soul come by,
               And leave them buried under the ground,
                                            Painfully…

Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2007

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Deep Inside

I felt warm
Deep inside, 
I felt happy
Deep inside, 
Love melted my heart
Deep inside,
Wanted you always near
Deep inside,
Your voice echoed in my mind 
Deep inside,
Your picture was in my heart 
Deep inside, 
I kept thinking of you 
Deep inside,
But ,
You killed me deeply 
when I found out your betrayal 
you made me suffer
painfully 
after the love I gave you
and carelessly
you left me buried under the ground awfully  …

Copyright © Sara Murad | Year Posted 2007

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