Sadness All Over and Over Again

Looking at the blue sky Covered with clouds Moving from place to place Taking away with them their happiness and pain leaving behind them a smile on my face fulfilling my eyes with the beauty of white decorating the sky with their charming presence contemplating them making me forget the emptiness and sadness in me for a while but when they leave non stopping tears cover my face thinking of my life as a huge mistake wishing to die wishing to relax wishing to be happy again wishing to know what is it that changed me from a happy person to me now taking everything negatively ignoring the bright side in me ignoring the power in me crying deeply inside crying from the bottom of my heart feeling the pain feeling the sadness feeling the sadness all over again