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Danielle Hill Poem
Still is the night
Quiet genteel light
Shin down on me
Don’t diminish and abandon me.
I don’t wish to be alone
Darkness please leave me be
I do not want nor do I need you.
But light, sweet white light
Warm my cold with your glow
Without you I feel alone.
Oh dear light
I can see you growing dim
Please stay dear light
I need you with me
But no you can’t
You must leave like everyone else
And I alone
In still and quiet
Darkness and dread.
Copyright © Danielle Hill | Year Posted 2006
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Danielle Hill Poem
This pain I feel is unbearable
I feel as though I am slipping into darkness
I want you so bad, it is killing me
This yearning, burning desire that is like fire
Scorches my soul to blackened ashes
The need to hold you close
Over powers the thought of letting you go
Can you see my torment?
I try to keep it hidden within
Yet I feel as though I may be failing
Do you feel as I do?
No, I do not believe that you do
There is so much life flowing within you
Yet beyond the happy smile, jokes, and laughs
I sense sadness within you that you cannot let pass
I sit here and imagine us happy together
But then reality kicks in and I imagine you with another
I wish that could be me you hold in your embrace
I yearn to feel the warmth that you can provide
Alas, not all wishes come true
So I will shut my eyes and dream of you
If only things were different
Then maybe you and I could be
But I will pretend nothing is wrong
And be the friend you want and need
Copyright © Danielle Hill | Year Posted 2006
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Danielle Hill Poem
What do you do when sorry is not enough?
Lost for words and trapped
Trapped in the misery you’ve made yourself
Unable to change what was said
But not knowing how to fix the mistakes
And words
Words just aren’t there
Not there to show the pain and remorse
Regrets or hurting him
Him this person that you love
And there is no walking away
Away to let it fix itself
An impossible concept of the hopeful
The anger and lack of forgiveness is hard to bare
In your head all you can think is
I did this
You sit and you cry, lost in time
The weight of u guilt pressing down on you
Wanting to hear him say
Everything is ok
But knowing it won’t come, not what you deserve
Loving, loving so much it hurts
And knowing you’ve brought things to ruins
So, what do you do when sorry is not enough
And it seems everything is at its end
When comforts not in his arms
And you can’t see a way to fix it and apologize
To say “Baby I love you”
And have it be ok.
But all there is to say is “Sorry”
Turn away and cry.
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The gaping hole you left in my heart
When you went away seems to tear away at my soul.
Without your warmth
The world seems to darken and diminish.
Everything looks oblique
Until the moment you return
And wash away all that seemed to make me forlorn.
Copyright © Danielle Hill | Year Posted 2007
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So what if I'm not as you expected!
I'm different, I'm not like you.
Is this a reason for me to be neglected?
I do my own thing; to me this world is new.
My thoughts and opinions are not to your liking,
But I love how I am.
I know you find my personality shocking,
But I'm only human.
I don't want to conform;
I like to stand out
On this I stand stern,
"To be an individual!" I shout,
But you try to tie me down,
Clip my wings, so I cannot fly.
If I conform, all you'll see is my frown.
I feel smothered, like I will die.
So what if I'm different!
Love me for who I am!
You do know that 'm God sent,
But I feel as though my life is sham.
I'm not going to change to please you!
You say I rebel,
But is this really true?
"Sometimes my life feels like a living Hell!"
Whatever my crime,
I refuse to change.
I would much rather serve my time,
I simply refuse to listen to a word you say!
You just have to deal
Take me as I am, or leave me alone.
I have the time to kill
As you sit there deciding on how to make me your clone,
But I am what I am,
And I'm comfortable with being me,
I hate living this shame!
Loving myself, now that's the true key.
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Danielle Hill Poem
He holds her hand
As they sit in the sand
Talking of a future they’ll never have.
Wishful thinking
Endless dreaming
Summer’s near an end.
And as it passes
Dreams slip away like molasses
Leaving all he wished would be
Now she’s gone
And he’s all alone
What happened to that summer
Where dreams seemed so real
Things tend to change
No matter how you wish they remain the same
But he can’t help thinking
Of the girl that left him dreaming.
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She sits alone in her room
This pretty little girl with no one to love
Tears run swiftly down her cheeks
They show anger, frustration
And now she feels weak
She lays there and thinks about life
Feeling stricken with nothing but pain and strife
People talk behind her back
Leaving her helpless and draining her soul
But not a word she utters
No emotion does she show
Until she gets to her room
Nothing but a pillow to hold
She thinks of ways to end the pain
But knows that it just can't be her end
She hides away in her books instead
Letting the happy endings sweep her away
She drifts along caught in her stories
Hoping that one day Prince Charming will come through
"Foolish" she thinks to herself,
"Prince Charming is only a fairy tale
And wishes weren't made for you"
This girl feels no hope
No out to the things that make her sick
She's alone in her room
Crying with her nose in a book
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Danielle Hill Poem
Where did our yesterdays go?
I wish we could go back there
To where our love would flow
And hold hands without despair
Because yesterday you loved me
But today you just smirk
I gave you the key to my heart
All you gave me was hurt
Yesterday was perfect
Everything was so right
Today I'm a wreck
And all we can seem to do is fight
Yesterday we kissed
And you told me you care
Today you are missed
I wish you'd come around but you wouldn't dare
Yesterday the nights were warm and bright
Asleep with my pillow and you in my mind
Today it's dark and I can't find the light
Everything is black and I'm falling behind
Today I have to keep myself busy
And avoid letting my thoughts drift away
Trying to resist misery
But at least I'll always have yesterday
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Our love is a dying ember,
And I sit here as I remember
All of the happy bliss.
I can't help the regretting,
But there is no forgetting
Of all the things I'm going to miss.
I have to close the book on this chapter
No "happily ever after"
For heroes truly don't exist.
I'm sitting here dying, unable to stop the crying,
And all I'm doing is trying
To figure out why you'd hurt me like this.
Copyright © Danielle Hill | Year Posted 2007
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I cried today Love
Tears of hurt and pain
Your anger sears my heart
And scorches my soul.
In my own desperation
I long to hear you tell me it’s alright.
I begin to feel bitter,
Bitter of the helplessness I feel without you.
My love for you is overwhelming
These feelings I have for you scare me.
You are the only one that holds my heart,
It is yours to bend, break, and manipulate.
I am weak without you,
I feel empty and incomplete.
I want us to be happy.
You and I wrapped in a warm embrace
Nothing but the stars to cover us
And your soft whisper in my ear.
Your anger is killing me inside
And for theses reasons I laid down and cried.
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