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Oxygen

I'm trying so hard not to be so weak but 
you are getting the best of me. Tear me 
apart and dismantle me, I cannot stop, 
though your not what I need.
You've dissected my thoughts, you are my 
weakness. You are one of my deepest 
dark secrets.
Your stuck in my head, you flow through 
my dreams, one little taste is all I that 
need.
The more I ignore it, the stronger it gets. 
You are a danger, but I ignore all of your 
threats.
Your tearing me down, your making me 
sick, someone please help me, I've lost my 
grip.
Scream in my head and pull at my skin, 
you are the most deadliest sin.
You take away pain, on the inside and out. 
I'm under your control, cant find a way 
out.
I'm begging for you, I want you so bad. 
Then I push you away, "stay away from 
the past".
You are the devil, you are insane. You are 
the angel that "takes away pain". 
It happened so fast, just a couple of times. 
Now you are eating away at my mind.
I am your toy, I am your puppet. You took 
control all of a sudden.
I love you, I hate you, I cant seem to 
forget. The very first time, I truly regret.
You make me feel like I'm light as a 
feather, you make me feel whole, you 
make me feel better.
I crave for your high and I thirst for your 
magic, this is pathetic and so very tragic.
Round and round and round we go, until 
you've devoured every bit of my soul.
You take from my talent and freeze up my 
brain, I cannot think when your in my 
veins.
Who knew something could cause so 
much disaster, you are pure evil, you are 
my master.
I am ashamed and I am afraid. My life is 
ruined because of the decisions I've 
made.
I've lost all control of my life, my fingers 
tremble as I sit here and type.
I anger at the thought of your existence, I 
tell myself no but I don't seem to listen.
When I swallowed you, you swallowed me 
whole, I am too deep down inside of this 
hole.
Reality has set, I'm addicted to you, no 
more denial, sad, but true.

Copyright © Bianca Temple | Year Posted 2013



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Revenge

If my heart was a scene,
The rain would be pouring,
The wind destructive,
And the sun would be no more.
The sky would be red,
And plants would turn black.
The thunder would be deafening,
And the lightning, blinding.

The pain I have felt,
The storms I have faced,
You will never understand
the meaning of heartbreak.
Stabbed and burned,
Tortured and abused,
One can only take so much
Before destruction overtakes.

Depiction and lies,
Disappointment and pain.
Pushed past what I could tolerate,
I am living in vain.
Bruised and battered,
Beaten and destroyed.
Hate is the truth,
And love is a lie.

With only a small piece intact,
I gave out what was left.
Piece by piece,
Until my very last breath.
Alone and cold
Empty and dead.
The life has been sucked away,
With nothing left to give.

I bet you are proud,
You all know who your are.
You are thieves in disguise,
You collect naive hearts.
Black and evil,
Poison and venom,
You are all sick and ugly,
Like demons in the night.

A day will come
And you pay for your crimes.
There will be nowhere to run
You will pled and cry.
Scared and trembling,
Petrified and ashamed.
You will all fall in love,
And watch it all be ripped away.

The strength of the fear
Will destroy your mind
It will haunt you and taunt you
And with your pain, you'll feel mine.
Karma and payback
Punishment and lessons,
The wrath of unloyalty 
Will be your disaster.

Copyright © Bianca Temple | Year Posted 2013

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Dying Wishes

If I had a dying wish
Your pain would exist no more
All the agony would ease, diminish 


The withdrawals would quickly finish
Hoping you'll remember what you started for
You're inside there, little glimpses


We make plans but it seems you forget
If only there was another detour
Can you hear me calling? unfinished business 


A different life fills my mind in illustrations
Holding you close while your tears pour
You were healthy, I saved old pictures


When you're sick I lie awake and feel your twitches 
Your friends call trying to score
Trying so hard to let go, bad fixes


Pieces are scattered like broken dishes 
Stuck inside a self inflicted war
If I had a dying wish
You'd save yourself from all of this

Copyright © Bianca Temple | Year Posted 2023

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The One That Gets Away

Pushing me away harder than a revolving door
It has been 2 years but we still thirst for more
You make me feel desperate and that's just not me
I'd give anything to mean it when I say I'll leave it be
I'm angry at myself for knocking on your door
Should of known you'd slam it in my face like before
I keep trying to make all this make sense
But all I'm ever left with is you on the fence
Trying to pry myself from you but I've grown so tired
You said you refuse to loose me guess this makes you a liar
I'm so ing sad, are you even sad at all?
We always shoot off like a rocket then I'm left to watch ashes fall
I don't wanna say goodbye again because this time it's forever
Forgetting you has been such a grueling endeavor
Second chance biggest regret but you still don't care
Because you assume that I'll always be there
All you've really ever done is prove me wrong
But I'm still thinking of you playing all the sad songs
Assuming you'll realize what you're about to lose
All these dangerous thoughts that I continue to amuse
Don't you know I could help pull you out of that place?
My soul it aches and aches and aches
It seems you've forgotten me like a case of amnesia
Truth buring in my chest like acid with no magnesia
They say that ex's are ex's for a reason
But somehow it feels like this is different
When we approach we always intertwine like English ivy
All I have left is you know where to find me
I know I shouldn't end my writing like this
But I'm deaf to my counsious so I carelessly take risks...

Copyright © Bianca Temple | Year Posted 2023

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H-F-D-B

Sobriety but with nothing left
Fantasizing about my death
Ask whats inside my mind
I wish to surrender and unwind
Melt some dope on the foil
Watch it roll spin and boil
Take a deep breath of my lost love
Smoke let it out get lost love
Having dreams of ecstacy
Euphoria please come save me
Keeping hanging on but feel the grip
Telling myself it'd just be one slip
Heart beating out of my chest
Just enough for a little rest
Dehydration and arrhythmia
Come on, it's just a pick-me-up
Am I always doomed for agony
Or is this only something temporary?

Copyright © Bianca Temple | Year Posted 2023



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I Let a Lover Become My Vice

Always plucking away one by one the seams that construct my well-being and when everything spells out, you run and hide
Like a tornado ransacking my soul, slowly wiping me out, deleting my existence
The impact from the collision left my pieces thrown all around
But your light blinded my eyes and I cannot see to pick them up...
Lately the air feels too thick to breathe in
You're gone and I'm stranded at an empty but lively circus
The echoes of your screams and the echoes of my cries 
I cannot make this ing pain diminish

Copyright © Bianca Temple | Year Posted 2022


Book: Shattered Sighs