H-F-D-B

Sobriety but with nothing left Fantasizing about my death Ask whats inside my mind I wish to surrender and unwind Melt some dope on the foil Watch it roll spin and boil Take a deep breath of my lost love Smoke let it out get lost love Having dreams of ecstacy Euphoria please come save me Keeping hanging on but feel the grip Telling myself it'd just be one slip Heart beating out of my chest Just enough for a little rest Dehydration and arrhythmia Come on, it's just a pick-me-up Am I always doomed for agony Or is this only something temporary?