Oxygen
I'm trying so hard not to be so weak but
you are getting the best of me. Tear me
apart and dismantle me, I cannot stop,
though your not what I need.
You've dissected my thoughts, you are my
weakness. You are one of my deepest
dark secrets.
Your stuck in my head, you flow through
my dreams, one little taste is all I that
need.
The more I ignore it, the stronger it gets.
You are a danger, but I ignore all of your
threats.
Your tearing me down, your making me
sick, someone please help me, I've lost my
grip.
Scream in my head and pull at my skin,
you are the most deadliest sin.
You take away pain, on the inside and out.
I'm under your control, cant find a way
out.
I'm begging for you, I want you so bad.
Then I push you away, "stay away from
the past".
You are the devil, you are insane. You are
the angel that "takes away pain".
It happened so fast, just a couple of times.
Now you are eating away at my mind.
I am your toy, I am your puppet. You took
control all of a sudden.
I love you, I hate you, I cant seem to
forget. The very first time, I truly regret.
You make me feel like I'm light as a
feather, you make me feel whole, you
make me feel better.
I crave for your high and I thirst for your
magic, this is pathetic and so very tragic.
Round and round and round we go, until
you've devoured every bit of my soul.
You take from my talent and freeze up my
brain, I cannot think when your in my
veins.
Who knew something could cause so
much disaster, you are pure evil, you are
my master.
I am ashamed and I am afraid. My life is
ruined because of the decisions I've
made.
I've lost all control of my life, my fingers
tremble as I sit here and type.
I anger at the thought of your existence, I
tell myself no but I don't seem to listen.
When I swallowed you, you swallowed me
whole, I am too deep down inside of this
hole.
Reality has set, I'm addicted to you, no
more denial, sad, but true.
Copyright © Bianca Temple | Year Posted 2013
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