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Kat Dixon Poem
If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here,
So you’d always hold me, close and near.
In your arms, where I’m meant to be,
Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me.
A bond so strong, a hold so tight,
To know that this is all so right.
A blessing sent from up above,
In you I’ve found my one true love.
Our lives entwined to be as one,
Upon this journey we’ve just begun.
Where you and I will find no less,
Than eternal love and happiness.
Copyright © Kat Dixon | Year Posted 2006
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Kat Dixon Poem
Step back and look at yourself yet?
You know you want more but your in debt.
It has you and won't let you go,
You're addicted but you already know.
You love it, it's your best friend,
You think it will never end.
Its always there when your sad.
Its always there when your mad.
Did you notice your asshole is there too,
That doesnt mean it cares about you.
Pretty soon you'll be eighty pounds
Wanting more after the bowl made its rounds
Your muscels are starting to get really sore.
Picking your face is getting old but you do it more.
It looks like a hundred ugly branches hit your face!
Do you even notice how much you pace?
You can't even think straight about everyday shi t,
You arn't able to hold still or even sit.
Do you sleep, do you even know what sleep means?
Now you only hang out with other feans!
Ok go ahead have your fun,
Just wait till its over till its done...
Copyright © Kat Dixon | Year Posted 2006
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Kat Dixon Poem
You were there the day I was born,
To hold me to love me you had sworn.
You taught me to ride a bike,
you made my eggs the way I like.
We grew apart one day,
The reason why I could never say.
not because i didnt want to,
but i dont think i really knew.
I have grown to understand,
now i need you take my hand.
right now i dont need a dad,
I need a friend, is that so bad?
You know I love you so much,
no matter what your love I clutch
I want you in my life forever,
I want you to accept me however.
I will make alot of mistakes,
but i'll learn no matter how long it takes.
My life will be awsome you will see,
But I need you in it next to me.
I love you dad I hope you love me to,
Because no matter what im stuck with you!
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Kat Dixon Poem
I can make beautiful words of the top of my head
or erasing what could be wrong instead
so slinder but so full of oppurtunities
writing songs, Or drawing seas
I can create beautiful works of art
Though I am broken easy I am very sharp
Maybe Im not the best looking to some
but I can work with anyone even a bum
Copyright © Kat Dixon | Year Posted 2006
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Kat Dixon Poem
You dont know it but I love you,
Do you feel it do you love me too,
Liying next to you and loving it,
loving every second, every minute,
But you dont know me do you
you dont know I cry and cut too
I sit alone hoping to die
I cry till my thoughts are dry
Take more pills make it go away
the room will spin but i will stay
never taking just enough
this life is just too rough
Do you love me now that you know me
Do you love me now that you can see
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Kat Dixon Poem
loving, hoping, screaming, crying
laughing, lieing, living, dyeing
watching it all go away so fast
never knowing how long it will last
hoping for just a little bit more
a heart so torn a heart so sore
will it end today or tomorrow
will it be a day of sorrow
is death bad or beautiful
Not knowing feeling like a fool
is it all just ending
or starting a new beginning
how do I know if your al right
now where am I, out of sight
Why did you cry when I was never there
why did you cry when I was always there
i loved you when I was here
I love you now that I'm not near
Copyright © Kat Dixon | Year Posted 2007
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Kat Dixon Poem
i take ten pills and begin to spin
All the drugs now begin to win
now my wrists are screaming to die
i slide it across without a sigh
feeling this high feeling this rush
watching it bloom with such lush
across again and feeling better
now i begin my suicide letter
I'm sorry mother i let you down again
I'm sorry father where do i begin
I'm sorry brother you were right
now i begin to feel so light
closer now i take ten more
reaching to open deaths door
one more time down my wrist
open my eyes but see a foggy mist
i love you forever i finish my letter
now its over now its better
a light and now a man i see
I'm in a hospital, you saved me
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Kat Dixon Poem
We hit it once, We hit it twice
Isn't that bong oh so nice
The bigger the hit the bigger the cloud
The bigger the cloud
The more your proud
Sitting here in school today
Wishing just to fly away
Waiting for the day to end
Wanting just to get high my friend
Sitting
Wishing
Wanting
Waiting
Sitting here while my heads deflating
Need that smoke back in my brain
School is truly making me insane
Wishing my eyes would just turn red
Wanting that smoke back in my head
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Kat Dixon Poem
loving,
hoping,
screaming,
crying.
laughing,
lieing,
living,
dieing
watching it all go away so fast
never knowing how long it will last
hoping for just alittle bit more
a heart so torn a heart so sore
will it end today
or tommarrow
will it be a day of sarrow
is death bad
or beautiful
Not knowing feeling like a fool
is it all just ending
or starting a new beggining
how do I know if your alright
now where am I,
...out of sight
Why did you cry when I was never there
why did you cry when I was aways there
i loved you when I was here
I love you now that im not near
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Kat Dixon Poem
I cant let you know how i feel
where do I go how do I deal
dads gone, it hurts you, i know
put on your smile and it wont show
but i know you cry everynight
i told you everything will be alright
i hide it inside but i feel your pain too
im reaching for you, what will you do
grab my hand and drop the pills today
or will you make the mistake to stay
i love you mom and its me and you
us girls will do what we have to do
but it all up to what you choose
what do you really have to loose
Copyright © Kat Dixon | Year Posted 2006
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