Confusion

loving, hoping, screaming, crying. laughing, lieing, living, dieing watching it all go away so fast never knowing how long it will last hoping for just alittle bit more a heart so torn a heart so sore will it end today or tommarrow will it be a day of sarrow is death bad or beautiful Not knowing feeling like a fool is it all just ending or starting a new beggining how do I know if your alright now where am I, ...out of sight Why did you cry when I was never there why did you cry when I was aways there i loved you when I was here I love you now that im not near