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Kahlil Mcfarland Poem
When I heard your name on news,
I was lost looking for a clue,
Pain in my heart,
Never thought we'd be torn apart,
At least not so soon,
You was the moon in my night,
and in battles you was the fight
in me,
Tears filled my eyes
Anger tightened my fist,
The lingering blur felt like mist,
mad I was?
No I was pist!
You could have been anything you
Wanted to be
God needed you more than me
God brought you up a level to heaven
and brought hell up a level to me
I just never wanted to see
The day you would have to leave.
Copyright © Kahlil Mcfarland | Year Posted 2014
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Kahlil Mcfarland Poem
My hurt is like no other
It's realer than any smile
It's realer than any laugh
blinded to the public
so only I can see its path
everyone thinks "I'm Okay"
people ask
but never stay
people believe
but never say
"You're lying"
is it because
they really don't know?
or
is it because
they really don't care?
I'm covering my hurt
with temporary happiness
as if it was a band-aid
but when that happiness wares off
like every other drug does
I feel lower
than where I started off at
I'm drowning
in a 3ft pool
of my own thoughts
but I'm 5ft
I just need to stand up
easy advice to give
right?
but so much harder
to follow
my eyes are open
I can see the problem
but I can't see
the problem disappearing
atleast
not anytime soon..
Copyright © Kahlil Mcfarland | Year Posted 2016
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Kahlil Mcfarland Poem
“I think your beautiful”
am I thirsty
for telling her what I see?
“I have feelings for you”
am I wrong
for telling her the truth?
“I can’t stop thinking about you”
am I obsessed
because i miss you more than you miss me?
“when can I see you?”
am I asking you for too much?
because i enjoy seeing you smile
“I wanna give you the world”
so I'm lying?
because the last guy failed to give it to you,
“Want to watch Netflix and chill?”
oh I’m nasty now?
because I actually want
to show you my favorite movie
and
bond with you
without any boys or girls trying
to ruin our day…
forget the poem
Not every guy wants the same
things
you know when you can tell
you feeling someone?
and want something serious with them?
when sex isn’t the thing drawing your attention
when you say
“Can i come over”
and they reply
“yeah but my parents are home..”
and you say
“perfect, even better”
anyone can come over and do things
to please themselves
but with you
its nots not about pleasing me
maybe you want a player
maybe a lovable person
is not your type
but anyone who wants to see
you happy and succeed
seems like
the right type.
Copyright © Kahlil Mcfarland | Year Posted 2016
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Kahlil Mcfarland Poem
As I’m sitting here writing
I’m wondering
Where did I go wrong?
As you sit there reading
Your wondering
What is going on?
I searched through many songs
Looking for that one
That relates to how I feel
A little dead inside
I can’t lie
Some of y’all are wondering
Why?
Hell you don’t know
And neither do I
Constantly trying to find
Happiness within myself
Like a kid looking for cookies
That are hidden on the top shelf
I know what I want
And thats good
Cause thats usually
The hardest part
But getting to that step
Of readiness
Is my true dilemma
How do I accept
What I’m not truly use too
How do I move on
From everything that I’m use too
Its causes not just physical
But mental abuse too
Am I trapped
By my own mind forever
Is it cause I got issues?
Am I crying for help
Praying someone brings a tissue?
Or is this all just a breeze
That will blow by with time
Can someone tell me,
Better yet
Can someone help me?
and by someone
I mean you..
Copyright © Kahlil Mcfarland | Year Posted 2017
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Kahlil Mcfarland Poem
ever felt so alone
like you were in a crowd of people
yelling at the top of your lungs
and no one can hear
see
or
acknowledge you
how you cry
and every tear
holds a memory
that cant be expressed
explained, or even
understood
absent from the world
but your absences isn't noticed
love of one person
can change your life
appearance
your out look on life
your self confidence
can raise or fall
but its up to you
to hold it to your own
extent
love with your heart and mind
and express yourself
find someone you can be yourself with
hold her hand
her heart
her word
let your soul express itself
Copyright © Kahlil Mcfarland | Year Posted 2013
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