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MY SOUL IS PAINTED IN BLACK AND WHITE
THERE ARE NO GREYS THROUGHOUT THIS CONSTANT FIGHT
PENS AND PAPER; PAINTS AND CANVAS
REMIAN BLANK UNTIL THE ART OUR MINDS DO HAND US
RED TURNS TO PASSION, LETTERS TO WORDS
GREEN BECOMES ENVY WITH ADJECTIVES AND VERBS
IT'S NOT ALL MAGIC REASON OR RHYME
SOMETIME IT COMES DOWN TO JUST THE RIGHT TIME
BEATEN, BATTERED, TOURTURED, AND SCARED
ONLY THE ART MATTERS WITH OUR HEARTS MARRD
DREAMING THE DREAMS THAT NO ONE CAN SEE
CREATING THE THINGS THAT NEVER CAN BE
WE USE WHAT WE CAN GET BODY WOOD OR STONE
AND IF IT CAME DOWN TO IT WE'D EVEN USE THE BONE
FROM ONE MIND TO THE NEXT WE ALL ARE IN TUNE
SLOWLY BECOMING EXTINCT WE ALL SENSE OUR DOOM
FINDING INSPERATION IN THE DARKEST OF PLACES
USING EVEN MOST OF DEFORMED OF FACES
IN FRAGILE MINDS CHAOS AND ORDER
WE SEE THE SKIES WITHOUT A BORDER
WITHOUT THE EARS NO ONE WOULD BE HEARD
AND WITHOUT THE ARTIST TOUCH LIFE BECOMES ABSURD
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FOG FILS THE NIGHT LIKE AN ARMY ROLLING IN
TAKING OVER THE GROUND AS IF WIPING AWAY OUR SIN
WE WEEP FOR THE DEAD THAT WON'T COME BACK FROM THE WAR
BUT FOR THE ONES WHO MADE IT BACK WE WEEP MORE
THE EMPTY SOULS THAT SMILE AT US IN UNIFORM
TELL US THAT THEY'RE DEAD INSIDE YET UNINFORMED
LATE AT NIGHT THEY VISIT THE GRAVESITES OF THEIR FRIEND
DURING LONG RAINY EVENINGS OF TRYING TO MAKE AMENDS
WHAT HAVE WE TURNED OUT WITH OUR YOUNG MEN
BUT BODIES FILLED WITH THE BLOOD AND HATE WITH WICH WE FILL THEM
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SO MANY BILLS ARE DUE , SO MUCH PAIN
SO MUCH PRIDE I'VE HAD TO SET ASIDE
THIS NEW YEAR BEGINS SO PERILOUSLY
AS WE TOTTER ON THE EDGE OF SANITY
DEBTS WE OWE WE CANNOT REPAY
AND I FEEL AS IF I'M IN SOME COMIC PLAY
I WISH TO THE STARS AND THE MOON IN THE SKY
THAT AT LEAST IN THIS YEAR I WILL NOT DIE
WE WILL HAVE NO FOOD THIS TIME GO ROUND
AND OUR POOR PETS ARE SITTING IN THE POUND
AND WE HAVE NO ELECTRICITY NOW
AND IF THE SUN RISES I DON'T KNOW HOW
FOR THE WATERS OF MY FUTURE ARE MURKY YET
EVEN IF MY LIFE'S ROADS ARE NOT SET
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SWAYING OF THE TREES
A TOUCH OF ESCTASY
A FEELING OF BEING FREE
THE SYMBOLIC KEY
A YEARNING FOR SOME LOVE
A THOUGHT FOR NOTHING ABOVE
A WHISPHER OF AFFECTION
WANTING A LASTING CONECTION
A FLOWING OF MY WORDS
A SEEMLESSLY ENDLESS HERD
A MEANING SO DEEP AND
A SCREAM TO KEEP
THE LOVE BELOW
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IN THIS UNSANCTIFIED MOMENT I AM UNCOMFORTABLY UNVIELED
AND I STAND BEFORE YOU NAKED STARING AT THE HOLY GRIAL
NOW ONLY BROKEN DREAMS LAY CRUSHED UPON THE FLOOR
IN THE FLUID OF MY PAIN AND YOUR BETRAYL
PAST PAINFULLY CLENCHED TEETH I SCREAM,
THE ASTONISHMENT IS GONE SHOT DEAD IN FLEEING
IT FALLS TO THE GROUND, THE MUD, IT'S DIRTY
AND ALL THATS LEFT NOW IS THE BLOOD AND ANGUISH
A STARTLING QUIET SETTLES OVER AND WE DEPART
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DARK CLOUDS ARE ROLLING , TO MAKE MY DAY TERRIFIC,
NO NOT TERRIFIC, BUT TERRIBLE
RAIN POURS DOWN AND THE LGIHTING CRACKS
AS THE THUNDER ROLLS AND SHAKES ME UP
GRAY SKIES FILL WITH FEARS AND TEARS
RATTLE MY FRAGILE MINDSET
THE BOOMING BOMBARDS ME AND I SCREAM
AND I HUG MY STEERING WHEEL AND DRIVE ON
I SHOULD HAVE STAYED HOME IN BED
WITH SOMEONE I LOVE,SOMEONE WHO WOULD LOVE ME
OR MAKE LOVE TO ME,SWEETLY GENTLY, OFF SETTING MY FEARS
OF THE STORM THAT RAGES ON OUTSIDE MY MIND
BUT COLLEGE WON'T WAIT AND WORK DEMANDS I LEAVE MY FEARS BEHIND
THE LIGHTNING FLASHED AND THE THUNDER ROLLS ME OVER
BRING ME SUNSHINE BRING ME BLUE SKIES I SCREAM
BUT MY ANSWER IS ONLY CRACKS OF LIGHT AND BOOMS OF THUNDER
AS I SIT IN CLASS COFFEE AT HAND THE GRAY SKIES KEEP COMING
AND THE DAY ROLLS ON AGIAN.
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oh to look into those depthless pools that bind me, and hold me captive
they catch my breath and hold it in i cannot speak when i am with you
i cannot even think, all i'm able to do is smile in childish happiness.
to just be in your beautiful presence
my tears fall as i fall for you and it hurts to now look into those pools and see
myself as i know you see me alone sad a distorted image of the presence i
project, and i am not pleased and i know you aren't either.
how could you be attracted to me? knowing what loves you. as i fall farther i
promise to you all i can, my love, my memories, all my hopes and dreams. i offer
you everything if you'd just love me, hold me, or want me. i have your friendship is
that all i will ever have? if so, I'll take it just to be close to you. it will do.
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NO ONES TALKING, EVERYONE IS SILENT
AS WE WAIT FOR THE IMPENDING STORM TO BREAK
NO ONE MOVES , WE SIT IN FEAR
WAITING FOR THE WAR TO BEGIN
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LOOK INTO MY EYES LOVE AND TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE
WHAT'S BEHIND YOUR MASK
UNVIEL YOURSELF AND STOP ACTING
AND IN AND ORGASMIC RUSH LET ME KNOW YOU
I LONG TO BE ABLE TO BELIEVE THE THING YOU SAY
THAT YOU LOVE ME THAT I AM WORTH ANYTHING
BECAUSE YOU MY LOVE ARE WORTH EVERYTHING
MI AMOR THE ONE I KNOW I CAN NEVER HAVE
BUT WILL ALWAYS WANT MY AFFECTIONS FOR YOU NEVER WANE
AND MY TEARS FALL AS I FALL FURTHER IN LOVE WITH YOU
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I AM FULLY AWARE THAT I'M GETTING NO WHERE
I AM JUST TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING I LOST IN THE DESPAIRE
I CANNOT COUNT ON THIS MIND OF MINE ANYMORE
LETTING THIS THING CONTROL ME AND EAT AT MY CORE
I NEVER MENT TO GO THIS FAR INTO THE BLACK PIT
BUT ALL THIS PAIN IS KILL ME AND I CAN'T STAND THIS
I KNOW I'M NOT UNCLEAN, UNWANTED, OR DEAD
BUT ALL OF THE FEELINGS JUST KEEP FILLING MY HEAD
I'M STRUGGLING TO KEEP MY SANITY STRAIGHT
AND TO PUSH BACK ALL OF THIS EMOTION AND HATE
ANYTHING I FEEL, I FEEL FOR MYSELF THESES DAYS
AND I SEE THAT IT'S SELFISH BUT I KNOW NO OTHER WAYS
I'M NOT DEALING, I'M DYING IN THE KNOWLEDGE OF MY DISEASE
AND THIS IS MY LIFE SO STAY OUT IF YOU PLEASE
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