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Amanda Fisher Poem
She Is Twenty Six...
But Inside She's A Little Girl So Lost...
In An Awful Scary Past...
How Does She Get Away...
Where Does She Run...
She Has A Daughter & A Son...
She Needs To Get Out Now...
She's In A Deep Dark Hole...
Trying To Climb Out...
Her Kids Are All She Can Think About...
She Really Wants Out...
She Wants To Smile...
She Wants To Laugh...
She Wants To Get Through...
This Scary Death Trap...
Please Let Her See...
Please Let Her Feel....Real...
Real...Inside And Out...
There's Got To Be A Way Out...
She Will Keep On Climbing...
This Deep Dark Place...
Until That Beautiful Day...
She Finally Escapes...
The Saddened Days And Bitter Nights...
And Being Afraid Of Everything In Sight...
She Will Become Strong...
One Day At A Time...
And Find The Light That Reaches To The Sky!
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Amanda Fisher Poem
i sit here and stare at the screen...
feeling like lifes just a dream.....
when i fall asleep at night....
will i awake in morning light....
or will i awake in a deep dark space.....
my body feels empty....
i dont know where to turn...
i dont know where to run...
this nightmare is no fun...
please help me see...
the light and harmony...
help me escape this empty space....
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Amanda Fisher Poem
Its almost been 3 years
Since you left us here alone
Why did u have to go?
I need you now like I always have
No matter how much pain you caused
You took my heart and shattered it Mom
We were supposed to be your everything
We are all u should have needed
Why did u let yourself fall?
I tried to hold you up no matter how young I was
I feel like I wasnt good enough
But I know it was the drug
That made you mean
There are some things I wish I never seen
I'm getting older now I'm 23
I got a beautiful baby girl u never got to see
I was 6 months pregnant when u left me
All alone and scared not knowing what to do
And all I really needed was YOU
You dont know the pain you've caused me to feel every single day
My emotions are like a game I never want to play
I dont want to handle the pain
It cuts like a knife so deep inside
Mom Why?
We loved u so much and never got a chance to show it
Why did u have to go and leave us here alone?
Amanda Fisher January 2009
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Can I escape this deep dark hole...
Can I let go of a past so bold...
Can I erase the pain, and all of the shame...
Can I feel emotion again...
Can I forgive the people who hurt me...
The people who made me feel so alone and scared...
Can I break down the wall of steel...
That i've built around my heart, to keep people out...
I wish I knew the answer...
And I can have doubts...
But life must get better...
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I feel so lost...
I just want to cry...
How can life get better...
When all its been is lies...
When I close my eyes...
I see the two of you...
I wish I could be the person I want to be...
I dont know whats controlling me...
I dont know whats making me so afraid & so ashamed...
I feel so weak...
I just wanna die...
But when I close my eyes...
All I see our my children looking at me...
I fight the feeling...
I try and smile...
I try to hide the pain...
And not let anyone know...
My head is playing games!!
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