I Am So Lost
I feel so lost...
I just want to cry...
How can life get better...
When all its been is lies...
When I close my eyes...
I see the two of you...
I wish I could be the person I want to be...
I dont know whats controlling me...
I dont know whats making me so afraid & so ashamed...
I feel so weak...
I just wanna die...
But when I close my eyes...
All I see our my children looking at me...
I fight the feeling...
I try and smile...
I try to hide the pain...
And not let anyone know...
My head is playing games!!
Copyright © Amanda Fisher | Year Posted 2011
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