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Jessica Brown Poem
i am more than crazy
enough words can explain
i let myself break me
and there is nothing that i gain
it could be, that i didn't speak soon enough
either that, or i complained too much
i let the wrong things get to me
i didn't focus on the right stuff
i should have been more insightful
i should have been less spiteful
and cared more about the people around
i should have cared less about the things meant to bring me down
Copyright © Jessica Brown | Year Posted 2011
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Jessica Brown Poem
I don't want to
Hurt anyone or start any civil wars
I'm abstaining from posting
certain thoughts on Facebook
And do or say anything that will cause alarm...
I just need an outlet
That doesn't drain my brain
I know I have some talent
I can't be that completely deranged
I don't want to
Take a dump on any sites
Unload a feeling of blahness
Commit any crimes
I just want to be honest
And say what's on my mind.
Copyright © Jessica Brown | Year Posted 2011
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Jessica Brown Poem
Do you remember
the day we first kissed
the day we first held each other
how we gazed into each others' eyes
how your caress made me shudder?
Our hearts beating so fast,
they couldn't beat any harder
how our lips gently locked
not really knowing how it started
Our embrace was soft, passionate, warm
No x-rated mess here
I never wanted that night to end
You forgetting was what I feared
I was so young and you were just slightly older
I didn't let you cross the line
I wanted what we had at the moment
to be so much more
Copyright © Jessica Brown | Year Posted 2011
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Jessica Brown Poem
i feel so ugly inside
it feels like i lost my mind
it feels like i'm so mean and dumb
i don't even feel like i'm someone
i'm a monster at my best
creating yet another mess
lying, cheating, causing stress
hating, deceiving, unfriendliness- nahh
for my troubles, i have only myself to blame
it's all in my head, i'm the only one playing
but this is life. this is not a game.
i'm so gullible when you start naming names
for seeing your mistakes, i'm obviously deranged
psychopathic and out to blame
clueless in a life so perfectly sweet
it wasn't my fault people saw you two meet...
my troubles are small, but i want to say something out loud
keep walking around all haughty and proud
get caught up and tangled in your pleasure
cheating will help you lose, what it is that you might treasure
Copyright © Jessica Brown | Year Posted 2011
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Jessica Brown Poem
Instead of dwelling in hate...
or craving any revenge...
I'd rather just live my life and accept
The past, Present and the future ahead
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Jessica Brown Poem
I'm not the only one
Who can write poetry or sing songs
I am glad there are many others
Who sit in thought and wonder
escape from the stress they're under
reflect or simply write what's on top of their mind
Poetry isn't very hard to find
Poetry is awakening, poetry is alive
New inspirations start coming to life
Poetry is sensitive, poetry is wide
There is nothing in their heart, that a poet can't hide
Poetry can be about anything or nothing at all
It can be non-sense, a silly haha
A smile, a tear, a feeling of confusion
Life, fact, fiction, dreams, delusion
I want to say once more, how glad that I am
That I'm not the only one to pick up paper and pen
Copyright © Jessica Brown | Year Posted 2011
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Jessica Brown Poem
My words have the power to break
careless words muttered could make
such a big difference in a person's life
but I never thought twice...
I still said what was on my mind
I still asked questions
I couldn't stop stressing
it was because of everything I did find
I needed the Truth
That is the reason why I questioned you
I was hurt and asked you upfront
I needed to confront my mind...
I had to face my doubts
I couldn't take any more lying
I might be stuck on my man
I'm not going to let myself be stuck on that time
I need to move on for our kids
I have something better to focus on- Life
Words also have the ability
To bring people up and save lives...
To express support for a loved one
and saying something heart-warming or nice
I'm sorry if I really made you scared
I'm sorry if I made you cry
I couldn't see things for my own self
I didn't know who's words were lies
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Jessica Brown Poem
This life of mine is only one
I have only one to live
This heart of mine is only one
I have more love to give
I do not mean to judge so quickly
Or speak such harsh words
I have to keep my mind and heart
more open
Especially when I'm not sure
I search for Truth and Understanding
Only to be stifled with confusion
This life of ours is so demanding
Not everything is an illusion
Life is Life, which is real
Each has a heart and everybody feels
Copyright © Jessica Brown | Year Posted 2011
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Jessica Brown Poem
i have been a fool
i have done some foolish things
i did let negative thinking
get the best of me
i said some things
that now i really regret
i didn't give myself a chance to think
careless words are hard to forgive and forget
i shouldn't have been so mean
that's the mistake i usually make
i shouldn't have gotten angry and screamed
why did i have to think thoughts so toxic?
why did i have to be so foolish
and say those foolish words
why did you have to be so foolish
and do things like a regular jerk?
Copyright © Jessica Brown | Year Posted 2011
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