Bad Influence Am I

i am more than crazy enough words can explain i let myself break me and there is nothing that i gain it could be, that i didn't speak soon enough either that, or i complained too much i let the wrong things get to me i didn't focus on the right stuff i should have been more insightful i should have been less spiteful and cared more about the people around i should have cared less about the things meant to bring me down