Seeing Is Deceiving

i feel so ugly inside it feels like i lost my mind it feels like i'm so mean and dumb i don't even feel like i'm someone i'm a monster at my best creating yet another mess lying, cheating, causing stress hating, deceiving, unfriendliness- nahh for my troubles, i have only myself to blame it's all in my head, i'm the only one playing but this is life. this is not a game. i'm so gullible when you start naming names for seeing your mistakes, i'm obviously deranged psychopathic and out to blame clueless in a life so perfectly sweet it wasn't my fault people saw you two meet... my troubles are small, but i want to say something out loud keep walking around all haughty and proud get caught up and tangled in your pleasure cheating will help you lose, what it is that you might treasure