Seeing Is Deceiving
i feel so ugly inside
it feels like i lost my mind
it feels like i'm so mean and dumb
i don't even feel like i'm someone
i'm a monster at my best
creating yet another mess
lying, cheating, causing stress
hating, deceiving, unfriendliness- nahh
for my troubles, i have only myself to blame
it's all in my head, i'm the only one playing
but this is life. this is not a game.
i'm so gullible when you start naming names
for seeing your mistakes, i'm obviously deranged
psychopathic and out to blame
clueless in a life so perfectly sweet
it wasn't my fault people saw you two meet...
my troubles are small, but i want to say something out loud
keep walking around all haughty and proud
get caught up and tangled in your pleasure
cheating will help you lose, what it is that you might treasure
Copyright © Jessica Brown | Year Posted 2011
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