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Ashley Garcia Poem
I have questions for my dad
I wanna know why he has us so sad?
Why has he betraded us in the worst possible way?
And why wouldn't he just try and stay?
Why does he leave everyone?
Why does he feel he is the only one?
And why has he left everything so undone?
We were able to make it through
You could of tried also but I guess that
is not what you wanted 2 do
I hate this mess you made
But don't you worry because everyone remains the same
It will still be nice if you would call
And not let your head think you stand so tall
Your such a wrong guy
So I just will not try
Forever now GOOD-BYE!!
Copyright © Ashley Garcia | Year Posted 2005
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I'm trying not to start crying
To see you at least tonight
So we can be able to reunite
You have the ability to make my worst dream become a reality
I want you
I want you to help me love you
To be with you
To see you one more time
This will be my best dream till the end of time
I love you tony
Just please HELP ME and come back to me
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As she lies in the dark
With the razor she makes a mark
The thoughts rushing back to her make her feel worse
She feels so disgusting she feels so bad
It is like everytime she is home she has
to be sad
Nobody knows all her signs
If her family and friends really loved
her how can they be so blind
As she lies on her bedroom floor
Her father which she fears opens her door
He opens his pants and has alot of fun
She prays that soon he will be done
She takes the razor
She feels no better
So she takes the pills but it makes
no sense in writing a letter
Copyright © Ashley Garcia | Year Posted 2005
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So there's this guy
Beautiful soul
lips from heaven
love his smile
i ask myself whats happening?
i cant explain
love his eyes
everything he does
the way he stares at me
i cant complain
If i had it my way
i swear he can have me
anyday
who are you
i'm so confused
what is this
i'm just so scared
of falling in love with him and getting hurt
i want to get away
before its to late
try not to care but i know im falling
i mean the thoughts of him i can't escape
this is crazy
i feel so stupid
but it's so amazinng
i wanna take chances
with a guy i barely know
the challenge im facing
i just dont care
and ive made a desicion
i dont wanna go on if your not there
Copyright © Ashley Garcia | Year Posted 2009
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Ashley Garcia Poem
Sitting in the dark all I can do is be disgusted with the thought of you
What makes this harder is for some reason I think I still love you
Remembering everything I let go for you
Even with the things you put me through
Nights of beatings
Catching other women's diseases
I can't shake the thought of you
I pushed it all behind me and tried to stay strong
You made that impossible
Your touch became cold
Emotions became unstable
Nights became long
Fear became to much to handle
I lost track of who I was
And had no idea who I was becoming
I was to blind to see
Anything at all
And much less what you were really doing to me
You had so much power over my soul
And somehow you still do
You have all control
As much as I should hate you
I feel I cant get away from you
Mentally,physically and emotionally you have scarred me
And I can't fight this feeling
As much as I've tried
I find no heeling
I don't know what to do but wait
Wait for the day I stop loving you
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HER LOVE WAS UNTOLD
HER HEART WAITING TO BE LOVED GREW RUSTY AND OLD
SHE SAT EVERY NIGHT CRYING IN HER MISERY
HOPING WHEN THIS MAN WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR SHE WOULD
NOT HAVE TO WORRY
SOON HE WILL ARRIVE
ALL SHE IS THINKING ABOUT THIS TIME IS WILL SHE SURVIVE
HE THEN ARRIVES LOOKING INSANE
SO PLAYS WITH HER SO SHE FEELS HIS PAIN
CHILDREN IN THE NEXT ROOM HEARING THE NOISE
OF BREAKING GLASS AND TRUST
KNOWING WHEN THEIR MOM GOT MARIIED ALL SHE WAS FEELING WAS LUST
HE YELLS AT THEM TO SHUT UP
THEY DO NOT LISTEN
SO NOT LISTENING TO HIS COMMAND
HE DEMONSTARTES HIS ANGER WITH HIS HAND
SOON EVERYONE IS QUIET
AND HE STANDS THERE IN GUILT
KNOWING WHAT HE ONCE HAD CAN NOT BE REBUILT
HE TAKES THE GUN AND LOOKAS AT THE TRIGGER
TRYS TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM BUT MAKES OURS BIGGER
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UHM PEOPLE READ IT N TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK
IT'S NOT ABOUT THE PRESSURE IN THE WRITING
IT'S ABOUT THE PLEASURE IN THE TRYING
IT'S NOT ABOUT THE STRESS IN BEING RIGHT
IT'S ABOUT THE MESS ON PAPER THAT STARTS A NEW LIGHT
IT'S NOT ABOUT THE CENTER OF BEING PERFECT
IT'S ABOUT HAVING THE ABILITY TO DISECT THE MIND
AND BODY AND BE ABLE TO COMBIND THE THOUGHTS
AND FEELINGS THAT YOU CAN REWIND
THE FEELING IS GREAT TO HAVE A PEN AND MIND
AND MAKE THEM RELATE
I DO IT BECAUSE IT'S GREAT
I'M NEVER TO LATE TO GO BACK AND FIX MY MISTAKE
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