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Silently
I smile I lick my lips as I watch him enter the cafe
He looks back at me are eyes meet for a second that seems to stretch on forever
His crystal blue eyes entrance me
I take a sip of my latte
He hesitates but comes over
I've seen him in here before
He sits at the table across from me
Sexual desire crosses our minds
He works up the courage to talk to me
I lite up a cigarette
Is this seat taken he asks
I give him a flirtatious smile
No I reply
He sits down
I couldn't help but notice how pretty you are he says to me
I smile
What's your name love he asks
Ashley I tell him
I'm aiden he says
Do you want to get out of her I ask him
Were to he says
The stars I reply
And so our love affair begins
With a kiss that makes my whole body tingle
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Pretty girl all made up
An image for the eye
She appears so perfect but it's a lie
She Is fake in every way
Plastic surgery fake hair
So fragile touch her and shell tear
Pretty little girl perched up for all to see
Is this really what you want to be
A porcelain doll
Trapped with strict laws
Scolded for the simplest flaws
Your beauty won't last forever
How long till you fall
Ticking time bomb they can only push you so far
When you break you'll shatter
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I stand in front of your grave
You were so bold and brave
Death unexpected so full of life
Undeserving fate
My timing to late
That last night I saw you we had a fight
Guilt ridden struck me these past 4 years
I still occasionally leak tears
It's still surreal to not have you here with me and my sister
If there is a heavan please look down on us we need you
Were not doing great
I'm angry and full of hate
From losing you the prettiest mother
My distant father
And my other baby sister
Lost forever burried six feet under
Free are suffering soul
Fill this expanding hole
To my lost family rest in peace I will forever love you
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I'm sick infected by your fake love
You pierce through my skin
Are love games I can't win
You bring me up just to put me down
You take joy in watching me fall
Beaten an broken reduced to nothing your charm I can't resist
I'm just one of many girls on your list
You tell me you love me
My heart pours tears streak my face
You hold me and tell me I'm a disgrace
I know I should leave you but I feel I kneed you
Im scared to be alone
I am your victim that you will soon devour
You have way with words that make me believe what you say
I make the perfect prey
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Perfection doesn't exist I try so hard to be what u want I kill myself for you pills and vodka keep me leveled no
one knows the truth tears fall blood stains my sleeves why am I not good enough my bottled emotions I
swallow kill me please end this pain this life is a prison I'm already dead a ghost who haunts this world I'm
nothing and I waste the air that others deserve to breathe and for that I'm sorry.
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I taste you on my tongue
You fade faster
my eyes bleed black
why would you leave me here on this broken glass
shards fill my flesh
blood crawls across the floor
break me
use me
leave me
It's all you know
I'm your latest victim
I pick my self off this broken floor still bleeding still so in love
You have made a fool of me
and you leave me six feet under to suffer your to much of a coward to finish me so I'll let these pills fix it all
in my last breath I'm free.
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I feel nothing as I lye here
Waiting for something to kill my despair
I'm burning inside to sick to care
I take a drag of my cigarette
I'm infected with your lies
I'm stupid to believe in you
But I guess that's why your still here
There are reasons for everything they say
People die each day
I take my blade drag it across my skin
Temptation will always win
Tonight I will find satisfaction
In mutilation
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The sun won't shine for me
After my mother died
Apart of me went with her
Everyday is a challenge the thought of should I live or die races through my mind
It ripped apart my soul and stole my heart I live each day numb just passing by
To my friends and family I lie
I'm fine I say
As I cut myself each day
Maybe I think some how it will help take the pain away for a moment so I can feel something to feel human
Instead of so lonely so messed up I've learned to hate life despise it
The hard sting of betrayal Scars me
I don't believe in happiness anymore
I've learned to live with heart ache
I sometimes wonder if I am dead and this is my version of hell
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Cold and numb standing motionless lost in thought how could this be how have u passed me by it feels as if
only yesterday I held u in my arms smelled your sweet perfume heard your tender loving voice now it's all a
blur nothing but emptiness and bitter hate fill my vain's I clench my fists staring at the world how cruel it truly
is disgusted by the lies crushesd by your betrayal no tears will fall for i've cried myself dry I curl up into a ball
holding myself my heart slows I feel myself dying all I have left is this picture and distorted memories that I try
to hold on to but they slip further away as time passes I'm reduced to nothing I'm ice cold numb to the world I
no longer feel I am consumed with hate I'm dead inside but somehow I still manage to breathe
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I'm am the girl who sits all alone with blood stained sleeves
Lost in a cold world That lies and deceives
I'm plagued with misery That has left me bitter and broken
When I lost you
Part of me died to
All I know how to do is cut then maybe I'll be ok if I keep bleeding just to know I'm still alive
I'm stuck in a nightmare I see you but I know your not real
I'm so numb please let me feel
I'm to weak
I can barely speak
Blood pours out of my vein
Soon I will feel no pain
As I let these pills take me away.
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