The Pain of Your Memory

Cold and numb standing motionless lost in thought how could this be how have u passed me by it feels as if only yesterday I held u in my arms smelled your sweet perfume heard your tender loving voice now it's all a blur nothing but emptiness and bitter hate fill my vain's I clench my fists staring at the world how cruel it truly is disgusted by the lies crushesd by your betrayal no tears will fall for i've cried myself dry I curl up into a ball holding myself my heart slows I feel myself dying all I have left is this picture and distorted memories that I try to hold on to but they slip further away as time passes I'm reduced to nothing I'm ice cold numb to the world I no longer feel I am consumed with hate I'm dead inside but somehow I still manage to breathe