Losing Someone
The sun won't shine for me
After my mother died
Apart of me went with her
Everyday is a challenge the thought of should I live or die races through my mind
It ripped apart my soul and stole my heart I live each day numb just passing by
To my friends and family I lie
I'm fine I say
As I cut myself each day
Maybe I think some how it will help take the pain away for a moment so I can feel something to feel human
Instead of so lonely so messed up I've learned to hate life despise it
The hard sting of betrayal Scars me
I don't believe in happiness anymore
I've learned to live with heart ache
I sometimes wonder if I am dead and this is my version of hell
Copyright © Ashley Sanich | Year Posted 2010
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