When My World Collapsed

I stand in front of your grave You were so bold and brave Death unexpected so full of life Undeserving fate My timing to late That last night I saw you we had a fight Guilt ridden struck me these past 4 years I still occasionally leak tears It's still surreal to not have you here with me and my sister If there is a heavan please look down on us we need you Were not doing great I'm angry and full of hate From losing you the prettiest mother  My distant father And my other baby sister Lost forever burried six feet under Free are suffering soul Fill this expanding hole To my lost family rest in peace I will forever love you